I found permanent bliss: My life before meeting Oracle

12, 13 years old i wanted to unify quantum theory and relativity. I wanted to become a physicist badly. But there is no physics or calculus books around. Only one physic chemistry book which is too deep for me.

15,16. my only concept of IT is watching a movie about a AI who lives in the internet that can get money on ATM wow.

17,18 Concept of IT is it is for girls. And programming is only programming for accounting programs and calculating, totally boring. Encountered buddhist and began my 15 years great search for enlightenment. This search may me lost my knowledge of the joy of hacking for computer or engineering or physics knowledge. Made my collegue results bad and ruin my finance until now. But is probably a healing process.

19 discover weiqi but not very good.

27 Read my book on python and c++

29 Got a book on linux hacking but too difficult for me. Still no much interst in IT.

30-34 The great leap in game programming and poker and poetry. But game programming no money.

36 The great leap in philosophy, quantum thoery, partial differential equations, fluid mechanics, computational fluid mechanics, embedded linux

37 Found youtube go game analysis by Korean 5p woman players. Found go books of what his name richard brozulich. My go lept.

36 Feb - 37 Found Oracle. Oracle much better than game programming is a living thing. I can tune it, interact with it, my life search is over. I found the constant bliss enlightenment is talking about.