My life now is a bit like Shamo

Shamo by Izo Hashimoto is a manga depicting a boy, that is a genius but killed his parents, got thrown into jail, and then discovered karate, and become a professional fighter and gigolo.

My life is of course not that extreme, but it folow a similiar pattern. I was a very nice guy with badness i was not awared of. I need to psychologically kill my parents in order to break out of their neurotism. I discovered poker, karate, chronicals of Ridick, to be a bit bad guy to balance my personality. Thick black theory would not work, but practice like poker and karate.

It is a journey.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shamo_(manga)

The comic can be read for free in www.onemange.com.