Saturday, May 7, 2011

The Fighter's Mind : The book my sons must read

The book better than 50th law and thick face black heart.
The Fighter's Mind: Inside the Mental Game by Sam Sheridan


Maturity is a big part of success in fighting, because it means you understand the game - That losing is part of the game. It doesnt mean to let yourself get conquered, but to know that you can win again, at the right time you can be great. The key to doing well in competition is to accept.
Accept you can lose, you can not perform. Take this big bag of rocks out of your backpack, take the pressure off, and you'll do better. Once you understand that, man, you can do welll. - Ricardo Liborio.


Everyone has stuff they get nervous about, their personal shit, and if you hang around long enough they'll volunteer.
But Phil hasn't made peace with it. When I goof on him, he'll get mad.
In one press conference, Phil was almost in tears, I get what Frank is about. He's not picking on Phil out of nowhere, he's not just an asshole. Mental toughness is on the table.
Now he is not in a peaceful mind, ready to fight. Now he is somewhere else, some other issue from when he was a kid. He's not focused on the task or the goal.
I talk to people during fights the whole time. - Frank Shamrock on his shit talking.


Greg is a diehard advocate of learning to function
under duress. The idea is to develop resistance to
the pain affecting your mental and physical
abilities. You do workouts to get tougher, you
have hard sparring to get tougher. So when it
happens in a fight t's not this foreign,
unfamiliar thing. -Greg Jackson


IN boxing, hurt is what people do to each other,
an intimate social act, a pessimistically stripped
to the bone rendition of life as it is lived
outside the ring. - Carlo Rotella

xxx

Make peace with your shit so you wont be affected by trash talking of bullies and can trash talk back. Be forgiving, be loving to your fears and shortcomings. Cradle them.

Karate, poker, programming @ fight bullies, work hard

Today is Mollie Morning Star birthday and the day I discovered lucidology.com with scientific OBE methods that may work!

today 6:30pm has the idea of coaching Sean to get OCA at 12 years old, on the road to Google. Better than game programming because game programming is way too complex and not the essential of google. OCA at 12 years old will make history.

xxx


people only care about themselves, so you dont have to worry what others think about you.
how to google reserach forum
watch animals documentary, like the rams, wolves, whales, you have to bang your friendls, even good ones, playfully and lightly in order to show them dont mess with you.
drink ginger and alcohol and you will have a ginger personality be energetic to enter conflict easily.
you can memorize programming structures and when you are bored waiting for bus etc you can try to recall the structures as a game.
you need to have a reputation of being bad so the bullies wont come to you
30 march 830am, today i have ephihapny, i have been living in a dreary dull world, bridge cannot help, only a big volcaburary can link universe and link different hues.
karate or weight lifting to toughen your muscle. Tough muscle make you thick skin, insensitive enough for conflict.

xxx

dont seek happiness
half veil
anger is fence. fear is alart. shame is push force. pride is attack force.
treat fear as a positive force
you will be bullied if your programming is not good

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Knowledge Crystals to Sean and Ryan 24 Apr 2011 Shikodachi

Knowledge Crystals to Sean and Ryan 24 Apr 2011 Shikodachi

GIVE BULLIES A HARD TIME
SPEND TIME ON ONE THING TO BE THE BEST
KARATE, POKER, PROGRAMMING @ NDE, GINGER TEA

Karate: If you forget everything only remember karate.
Poker: The world is about bluffing, poker teach you to bluff back.
Programming: Job in Google is the best toy and job, S$20,000 a month in 2011.

NDE: Near death experience and mediums prove there is life after death.
Ginger tea: Raise your body temperature so you are energetic.



GIVE BULLIES A HARD TIME

If you don’t fight bullies, you will go crazy or suicide.
Bully only pick on easy target, if you are fight back they will leave you alone.

Unbalance the bully with anger and frustration. Don’t let the bully unbalance you.
Sometimes be crazy, irrational and threatening. So people will think twice before crossing you.
Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war.
Fight bluff with counterbluff. Learn poker.

Play when you fighting enemy. Because it is very stressful.
Pretend fighting the enemy is easy.
Know that fighting enemy will make you stronger.
You have to clown and insult your friends sometimes to put them in line. This is like the animals.

The only theory that can explain people is game theory. Learn poker.
Karate or weight lifting to build thick skin personality.
Be half evil, get it by watching movie Black Swan or Pitch Black.

You need a hobby to forget your problems and renew your energy. Bridge is the best game.


BLUFF

All perception of reality is bluffing.
When people shame you, they are always using bluffing.
You fight back with counterbluff. Bluffing yourself that you are better than them.



SPEND TIME ON ONE THING TO BE THE BEST

The only way to be happy is to be the best in what you do. Beside having no bullies to bother you.
You have to do something few people can do. This world wants the best. Money will go to you.

You need 10000 hours to be master in anything. So you have to stick to one thing starting from eight years old.

Complicated subjects is made up of many easy pieces. You don’t have to work hard, you only need to spend time with it.

GM knows 100,000 patterns, and IM knows only 10,000 patterns, ordinary people know 1000 pattern.
GM are not smarter, they only spend more time in chess.

Programming is the best because it is actually playing a big toy.
The best path is start game programming when you are 8 years old. Learn Small Basic with free tutorial.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Get into Google or Facebook, earn $20,000 a month.

Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people.

Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard. Work hard, play hard.




METHOD OF STUDY

Find good beginner books by reading the reviews in Amazon.com.
Get an overview first. Scan the book first.
Understand the subject before going into the details.
Note down your questions to refer back later.
Break it into smaller parts.
Read other books if you cant understand a book.

To memorize something, vizualize without looking at the book. Can visualize means already memorized.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.

Always read good beginners book first to builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.

Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.

Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.



GINGER TEA

Drink hot ginger tea to raise body temperature above 36.5C.
Low body temperature cause body cells to be inactive, and cancer, blood pressure, asthma, obesity, shoulder pain and depression


LIFE AFTER DEATH
Near death experience and mediums prove there is life after death.

Watch "The Day I Died" BBC documentary in youtube.com.
Woman who is blind in near death experience can see objects.
Woman in coma can see the surgeon’s tool.

Roger Penrose hypotheses our brain has microfiber channels that tap into the very small fluctuations of the quantum world.
That small fluctuation is probably our consciousness.

You can contact evidential mediums in the USA if love one dies, google up Laurie Campbell, Mollie Morning Star, Allison Dubois.




MISC

Be soft and gentle to your fear and negative emotion. Cradle your fear. Read Human becoming by David Richo.

Vit B to cure depression and fear and low energy.
Vit b complex can cause shoulder pain or no sleep. Eat for a few days, stop for a few days, tune the timing.
When you have shoulder pain, press hard into the painful spot for 1 minute to induce the muscle to relax. Use Backnoober.

Before exam don’t eat Vitamin B for 2 days because you may have problem sleepin
At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy.

Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.

Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. You are doing something wrong fighting bullies and being the best.
Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.

Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm.
Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest.
Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy.
The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.

All enemies are like Hegel's dialectics, you must fight first and integrate the evil force into yourself.




MUST READ BOOKS

The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin

The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
Soul shift by Mark Ireland


(Great books)
Strategy Moves by Jorge A. Vasconcellos E Sán
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
The Day I Died by BBC, documentary in youtube
Human becoming by David Richo
Suibun no torisugi wa ima sugu yamenasai by Ishihara Yuumi (Chinese version)


2+2 forum best threads in internet
The poker blue print by Tri Nguyen
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman

Win at Bridge by David Bird
Bridge basics by Audrey Grant
The Times Bridge: Common mistakes and how to avoid them by Andrew Robson


(Top intuitive tech books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande

(movie)
Black Swan, Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, North Face, 300

(manga, can find free on internet)
Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata Minoru, Shamo


(good tech books)

Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.

CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive


(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.


(Quotes)
"Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki


"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book

"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.

"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book

"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon

"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book

"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.

"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon

"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai

"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
- Mark Twain

"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul

“In japan the important thing is to continue, no matter how bad you are, or how bad you feel you are, you continue.
In kendo, if you get hurt, it is not so much your body get hurt, its your ego.
If you want to overcome others, you must first overcome yourself, your own weakness.
Kendo and zen basically have the purpose, is that it destroys the ego. “
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIyp93JjpmM&feature=related

“There is this feeling of exhilaration in striving forward despite the overwhelming obstacles and pain, even definite loss. This is the defiance God loves.” – Bubul

Monday, April 11, 2011

70% farmer, 30% warrirorr

fighting cannot be afraid of pain.
you have to remember lose some to win big.
If you cannot lose a bit, you cannot win anything.


balance and tune forgive-revenge,lazy-hardwork, good-bad. Its a game of balance, you disrupt the enemy's balance, you keep your own balance.


The self massage tool back noober is very important.

Bridge could be better than chess, poker, go, backgammon, might and magic.
Read this two best bridge book:
Win at Bridge by David Bird
Bridge basics by Audrey Grant


In japan the important thing is to continue, no matter how bad you are, or how bad you feel you are, you continue.
In kendo, if you get hurt, it is not so much your body get hurt, its your ego.
If you want to overcome others, you must first overcome yourself, your own weakness.
Kendo and zen basically have the purpose, is that it destroys the ego.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIyp93JjpmM&feature=related


Remember that complicated subjects like programming is actually made up of many easy pieces. But there many, you just have to spend time with the easy pieces, chewing them one by one. Just spend time. Dont think of it as one big lump and doing hard work. It is actually doing easy work but you need to spend time with it, like spending time with your girlfriend.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Knowledge Crystals 18 03 11 Shitoryu

KARATE, POKER, PROGRAMMING @ NDE, GINGER TEA
Just do the above and you will be alright.

Karate: make conflict natural. If you forget everything only remember karate.
Poker: most of the world is about bluffing, poker teach you to bluff back.
Programming: Job in Google is the best toy and job, S$20,000 a month in 2011.

NDE: Near death experience and medium prove there is afterlife. Your consciousness lives on forever.
Ginger tea: Raise your body temperature so you be energetic.

Fight bullies: and 100% they will back off
Work hard: to be the best in the market



FIGHT BULLIES AND 100% THEY WILL BACK OFF

-Bullies cause 50% of your problems. They activate your biological pain circuit. You must fight bullies else you cannot be happy and explode into madness. If solders are attacking your country and want to rape your women, you have to find a high spot to fight, you dont hide in a church and pray.

-Most important principle: Bullies only pick on easy target, they will leave hard target alone.
You have to be sometimes unfriendly, asshole, unpredictable, irrational, crazy, not afraid of losing, so that people would not invade you and fear you. It is you putting barriers in front so the coming of the enemy will not be easy. You have to be “ go lan" (rotten enough in mandarin). Read Strategy Moves book. You dont be asshole all the time, about 30% of the time. 70% of the time you are an angel.

-Karate and poker mould your mind into a natural weapon that can kill enemy. Karate is the yang right hand. Poker is the ying left hand.

-Get a evil mind set, only evil can fight evil. Watch "Pitch Black" movie or "Black Swan" movie or "Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata Minoru" manga, so you can visualize yourself as the half evil person.

-Frequently you dont have to crush your enemies because you need a relationship with them. You need to half defeat them and half befriend them. Insult and clown them occasionally with the pimp method.


Other way to fight bullies:
-Make bullies dealing with you frustrating and painful. Bullies only pick on easy target.
-Attack is the best defense.
-Unbalance your enemy with anger, frustration and fear. Keep your own balance.
-You have to be unpredictable and threatening. Deter bad people from bothering you.
-Bluff enemy and yourself.Manipulators use bluffs because their put downs is not true. The only way to fight bluff is counter bluff. No limit Texas Holdem Poker teach you how to bluff.
-Play when you are fighting in order to invigorate your soul, fighting enemies is stressful.
-When clowning, always put the focus on the enemy, never let them put the focus on you.
-Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war. Self help therapy and meditation make it worst because it focus the blame on yourself.
-Think about the enemy weakness. .
-Eat vitamin B for energy. Take vitamin B for 3 days then stop for 4 days in a week, too heaty.
-Game theory is the only explanation that can explain people. Practice Texas Holdem poker to really understand people. All other explanations fail.
-Pretend that fighting the enemy is easy, routine and a bit boring. Know the enemy attacks everyone.
-Use your negative emotion and enemy to make you better. Reframing. Dont fight with yourself.



BLUFF

Whenever someone shame, whether the shame is true or false, it is always an invasion, because reality is neutral, any form of judgement is a bluff. You fight bluff by bluffing back. You act as though what you say is right even though you know is wrong. This becomes your weapon you use consciously. You bluff as though you are the smartest and you intimate people. Remember power is from perception of people, dont have to be reality. Bluffing is a very important weapon against bad people, it makes you not trapped in the good guy victim position. Bluffing is power. Dont use it on good people though, use it on bad people. Play no limit texas holdem it helps pick up the skill of bluffing. If you look deeper, you can see that you are using semi bluff all the time.

You can even bluff yourself about reality. Think yourself as the best, as a hero out to conquer to world. Bluff yourself that your enemy is much weaker than you to attain confidence and your enemy will feel it and fear you. Actually all our perception of reality is bluff, we can never perceive reality with full accuracy, our perception is always a semi bluff. We are always bluffing ourself especially the confident people. Confidence bluff yourself to gain power.



WORK HARD TO BE THE BEST IN THE MARKET

In this world the only way to be happy is to be best, it is hardwired in your brain. You can be the best even if you are stupid, it doesnt matter. The only thing that matter to be the best is hard work.

You have to be the best so that money will flow to you. And people wont bully you. Even the enlightened monks hide money. You must have a complicated skill where few people can tolerate the boredom and hardwork to get the skill, few people can do it, like programming, engineering, medicine, law, accounting.

You need 10000 hours to be master in anything. So you have to stick to one thing starting from eight years old.

The difference between chess GM compared with IM is GM knows 100,000 patterns, and IM knows only 10,000. Strong players knows 1000. It is not because GM can think deeper or smarter or whatever, it because they simply get exposed to much more pattern because they spend much more time in chess. Other discipline like programming and engineering is no different with chess. Tte more time you spend with it the more patterns you know, the more best you become. David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm

Programming is the best because it is actually playing a big toy. Dentist you have to have very good school results and its boring. Chess is extremely difficult to be proffesional. Law is memorizing stuff.

The best path is start game programming when you are 8 years old. Learn Small Basic with free tutorial.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Get into Google or Facebook, earn $20,000 a month.

Practice practice practice. Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Your brain is plastic. Research shows every expert need 10,000 hours of practice. Just like writing english, at first it is very difficult, but after practice practice, you writing english like breathing.

You have to keep the goal of getting into Google clear in your mind to have discipline.

Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people, that means your root is bigger takes more time to form, and your skill later will be stronger than other people.

Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard. Work hard, play hard.

Think of each technical leap as a mountain climbing challenge. Watch the movie "North Face"

Nobody have to be genius to be expert in chess or programming, just learn and expose yourself daily to a lot of patterns.



METHOD OF STUDY

Break to smaller parts n do it one by one, get overview first, note down your question, find good beginner books, memorize by visualizing without reading.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.

Steps of studying a complicated book: a. Scan the book first. b. Know what is the goal of each chapter. c. Get understanding. Then dig into the details. d. Write what you don’t understand on a notebook. e. If you get stuck in a book, find another good book. f. Read good beginner books first that gives a intuitive understanding. g. Find the good books in Amazon reviews. It is very important you find a few good beginner book to read. h. This is the fastest way to memorize what you read. Everytime you read some small fact, look away and try to visualize back what you read. If you can visualize that means your brain already can remember it. Can use it with formulas and chinese and Labview.

When reading new book, always read lightly and fast, dont read every detail, get a feel about the book first. Then do some sample questions like SelfTestSoftware to know where to read in detail. Then you do first deeper reading. Then the second even deeper reading.

Note down questions on a txt file to refer back later.

Always read good beginners book first that builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.

Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.

Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.



GINGER TEA

Always drink hot ginger tea, but don’t drink too hot for fear of throat cancer. Drinking hot ginger tea raise body temperature to above 36.5 thus making you more energetic.

Excess water in the body causes high blood pressure, asthma, obesity, shoulder pain and depression. The body temperature lowers and the cells cannot function well due to the excess water. Counter this with 4 cups of ginger tea per day. Ginger tea heats up the body and throw away excess water. Read the book "suibun no torisugi wa ima sugu yamenasai" by ishihara yuumi. We got the chinese copy.



LIFE AFTER DEATH
Please watch "The Day I Died" BBC documentary in youtube.com. Woman who is blind her whole life can report sighting of tools and her body during near death. And woman without brain activity can recall seeing tools which is impossible for her to see before the surgery. It seems like the mind can function without the brain or body.

Also Roger Penrose hypotheses our brain has microfiber channels that tap into the very small fluctuations of the quantum world. That small fluctuation is probably our consciousness. The Hindus could be right all along the whole universe is consciousness. Else how would the above happen.

You can contact evidential mediums in the USA if your love one dies, google up Laurie Campbell, Mollie Morning Star, Allison Dubois.




MISC

Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. It is like putting your head in a hole in the middle of a battlefield. I wasted 20 years on this. This includes: New age, pop psychology, religion, inner child healing, mindfulness, rebirthing, deep breathing, yoga, buddhism, christianity, god, meditation, nirvana, no ego, enlightenment, avaita, zen, visualization, relaxation, aikido, NLP, positive thinking, positive psychology, self esteem, ayn rand, forgiveness, let it go, feel your feelings, being open, being in the now, primal therapy, trauma therapy, childhood therapy, afterworld, acupuncture, EFT, rapid eye therapy, Kinesiology, self healing. 3. Don’t think that if you meditate enough, you reach nirvana and don’t need for money, status or anything. Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.

Be soft and gentle to your fear and negative emotion. Cradle your fear. Read Human becoming by David Richo.

Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm. Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.

Hacking: Immerse your life in abstract subject.1. Then there is no boredom. Life is a adventure everyday. You go into a blissful state. You are playing with toys forever. Work is play. You dont have to fix to one subject you can be an expert in many subjects. Refer to Iron Man movie. 2. Oracle, network security, Labview, Linux, quantum theory, computational fluid mechanics, ocean wave mechanics, weather differential equations, number theory, Lisp, C++, control system, Go, chess, bridge, backgammon, western philosophy eg Roger Scruton, poetry, karate.

You use therapy or positive thinking or mindfulness because you are not thinking right strategically about people. You have to think in war model. Poker help you to think in the right way.

All enemies are like Hegel's dialectics, you must fight first and integrate the evil force into yourself.

To build your will the best way is karate or weight lifting. Weight lifting your brain need to output high signal to force the muscle to move the weight thus stregtening the will power.

Before exam don’t eat Vitamin B for 2 days because you may have problem sleeping. At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy and aggressive brain.
Press hard for 1 minute into the muscle knots near shoulder, neck and head.
Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.
Dont sleep in cold environment.
Heavy weight lifting and shikodachi pain bearing generate strong body and then generate strong character. Enduring pain builds brain wiring. Dont flinch practice.
Vit B. To dispel fear and give energy
Dont be afraid of death. Near death experience and medium prove there is life after death.

Mindfulness or strategic or positive thinking no use. Because low body temperature causes the cells and brain to not function at full level causing timidness, depression, fear, anger, shoulder pain etc.
4 cups of ginger tea per day, or vitamin b complex. Keeps your temperature above 36.5 c.
Vit b complex can cause shoulder pain or no sleep. Eat for a few days, stop for a few days, tune the timing.
When you have shoulder pain, press hard into the painful spot for 1 minute to induce the muscle to relax.



MUST READ BOOKS

The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin

The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
Suibun no torisugi wa ima sugu yamenasai by Ishihara Yuumi (Chinese version)
Soul shift by Mark Ireland


(Great books)
Strategy Moves by Jorge A. Vasconcellos E Sán
Mind warrior by Haha Lung
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
Any game theory book. Any strategy book.
Commanders at war in youtube.
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm
The Day I Died by BBC, documentary in youtube
Human becoming by David Richo
Soul Shift by Mark Ireland

2+2 forum best threads in internet
The poker blue print by Tri Nguyen
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/32/beginners-questions/outplaying-players-who-dont-fold-419543/
http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/78/micro-stakes-full-ring/complete-guide-beating-micros-430637/
Poker videos in youtube, like High Stakes Poker


(Top intuitive tech books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande

(movie)
Black Swan, Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, North Face, 300

(manga, can find free on internet)
Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata Minoru, Shamo


(good tech books)

Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.

CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive


(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.


(Quotes)
"10) Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_33_Strategies_of_War
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki


"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book

"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.

"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book

"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon

"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book

"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.

"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon

"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai

"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
- Mark Twain

"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul

“There is this feeling of exhilaration in striving forward despite the overwhelming obstacles and pain, even definite loss. This is the defiance God loves.” – Bubul

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Misc


sleep body temparture.
complicated subjects like labview it looks over welming, dont worry you have to chip at the small parts, after a while before you know it, you understand the whole thing


good book Strategy Moves by Jorge A. Vasconcellos E Sán
You have to be sometimes, unfriendly, asshole, unpredictable, irrational, so that people would not invade you and fear you.
It is you putting barriers in front so the coming of the enemy will not be easy.
You dont be asshole all the time, about 30% of the time. 70% of the time you are an angel.

Mediums contact.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Karate Poker

Karate and poker teaches you how to hold yourself together during conflict. Chess and Wushu also but they are not as confrontational as karate and poker. This is important for kids because this world half of it is built on conflict.


Karate, poker, NDE, fight bullies, work hard, vit b.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

This two poker articles changed my life

This two poker threads at 2+2 changed my life

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/32/beginners-questions/outplaying-players-who-dont-fold-419543/

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/78/micro-stakes-full-ring/complete-guide-beating-micros-430637/

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Havent sorted

be software and gentle to yourself. So that your hardness may nurtured to not be brittle
dont have to be genius, just learn a lot of patterns
visualize like you visulaize chess tactics to memorize labvview
sean chinese problem
break it in smaller and easy portions
mindfulness observe and dont get involved
i never save anything for the swim back
actually bullies are very weak, the book
you need to have one thing to push it to perfection
bully activate pain circuit
game theory
the road less travelled
when love meets fear free book
alcohol to increase courage
contact of the mediums, http://www.molliemorningstar.com/

Friday, March 11, 2011

The real meaning of life

There is this feeling of exhilaration in striving forward despite the overwhelming obstacles and pain, even definite loss. This is the defiance God loves.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

It is not mind problem, it is brain problem. Keep your temperature above 36.5 C

Mindfulness or strategic or positive thinking no use. Because low body temperature causes the cells and brain to not function at full level causing timidness, depression, fear, anger, shoulder pain etc.

4 cups of ginger tea per day, or vitamin b complex. Keeps your temperature above 36.5 c.

Vit b complex can cause shoulder pain or no sleep. Eat for a few days, stop for a few days, tune the timing.

When you have shoulder pain, press hard into the painful spot for 1 minute to induce the muscle to relax.


xxx

you have to be irrational occasionally so people will fear you. Its just like crazy moves in poker occasionally

xxx

To build your will the best way is karate or weight lifting. Weight lifting your brain need to output high signal to force the muscle to move the weight thus stregtening the will power.

xxx

Karate, vit b, 50th Law, The Dip
Programming, Poker, NDE (near death experience)

Saturday, February 26, 2011

You use mindfulness because you are not thinking right strategically

You use therapy or positive thinking or mindfulness because you are not thinking right strategically about people. You have to think in war model.

If solders are attacking your country and want to rape your women, you have to find a high spot to fight, you dont hide in a church and pray.

Play poker, it train your mind to think in the right way.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Knowledge Crystal 15 02 11 Gyaku

KARATE, PROGRAMMING, THE 50th LAW, THE DIP
MINDFULNESS, GINGER TEA, LIFE AFTER DEATH

Karate protects you.
Programming in Google is the best toy and job.
Fight bullies and 100% they will back off
Work hard to be the best in the market

Mindfulness is the best stress buster.
Drink ginger tea to throw out excess body water
There is life after death from near death experience



FIGHT BULLIES AND 100% THEY WILL BACK OFF

Bullies cause 50% of your problems. You must fight bullies else you cannot be happy and explode into madness.

BE HALF EVIL
To fight bullies you must have the evil mindset. There is no other way, only evil can fight evil. Watch "Pitch Black" movie or "Black Swan" movie or "Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata Minoru" manga, so you can visualize yourself as the half evil person. You have to an half asshole also, sometimes you are nice, sometimes you are an asshole, keep the enemy off balance. You have to be enough "lan" (rotten in mandarin)

Other way to fight bullies:
-Make bullies dealing with you frustrating and painful. Bullies only pick on easy target.
-Attack is the best defense.
-Unbalance your enemy with anger, frustration and fear. Keep your own balance.
-You have to be unpredictable and threatening. Deter bad people from bothering you.
-Bluff enemy and yourself.Manipulators use bluffs because their put downs is not true. The only way to fight bluff is counter bluff. No limit Texas Holdem Poker teach you how to bluff.
-Play when you are fighting in order to invigorate your soul, fighting enemies is stressful.
-Frequently you dont have to crush your enemies because you need a relationship with them. You need to half defeat them and half befriend them. Insult and clown them occasionally with the pimp method.
-When clowning, always put the focus on the enemy, never let them put the focus on you.
-Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war. Self help therapy and meditation make it worst because it focus the blame on yourself.
-Think about the enemy weakness.
-Karate is your guardian angel. Poker is your guardian devil. Karate will be your step father if I am not around.
-Eat vitamin B for energy. Take vitamin B for 3 days then stop for 4 days in a week, too heaty.
-Game theory is the only explanation that can explain people. Practice Texas Holdem poker to really understand people. All other explanations fail.
-Pretend that fighting the enemy is easy, routine and a bit boring. Know the enemy attacks everyone.
-Use your negative emotion and enemy to make you better. Reframing. Dont fight with yourself.



BLUFF

Whenever someone shame, whether the shame is true or false, it is always an invasion, because reality is neutral, any form of judgement is a bluff. You fight bluff by bluffing back. You act as though what you say is right even though you know is wrong. This becomes your weapon you use consciously. You bluff as though you are the smartest and you intimate people. Remember power is from perception of people, dont have to be reality. Bluffing is a very important weapon against bad people, it makes you not trapped in the good guy victim position. Bluffing is power. Dont use it on good people though, use it on bad people. Play no limit texas holdem it helps pick up the skill of bluffing. If you look deeper, you can see that you are using semi bluff all the time.

You can even bluff yourself about reality. Think yourself as the best, as a hero out to conquer to world. Bluff yourself that your enemy is much weaker than you to attain confidence and your enemy will feel it and fear you. Actually all our perception of reality is bluff, we can never perceive reality with full accuracy, our perception is always a semi bluff. We are always bluffing ourself especially the confident people. Confidence bluff yourself to gain power.



WORK HARD TO BE THE BEST IN THE MARKET

In this world the only way to be happy is to be best, it is hardwired in your brain. You can be the best even if you are stupid, it doesnt matter. The only thing that matter to be the best is hard work.

You have to be the best so that money will flow to you. And people wont bully you. Even the enlightened monks hide money. You must have a complicated skill where few people can tolerate the boredom and hardwork to get the skill, few people can do it, like programming, engineering, medicine, law, accounting.

You need 10000 hours to be master in anything. So you have to stick to one thing starting from eight years old.

The difference between chess GM compared with IM is GM knows 100,000 patterns, and IM knows only 10,000. Strong players knows 1000. It is not because GM can think deeper or smarter or whatever, it because they simply get exposed to much more pattern because they spend much more time in chess. Other discipline like programming and engineering is no different with chess. Tte more time you spend with it the more patterns you know, the more best you become. David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm

Programming is the best because it is actually playing a big toy. Dentist you have to have very good school results and its boring. Chess is extremely difficult to be proffesional. Law is memorizing stuff.

The best path is start game programming when you are 8 years old. Learn Small Basic with free tutorial.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Get into Google or Facebook, earn $20,000 a month.

Practice practice practice. Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Your brain is plastic. Research shows every expert need 10,000 hours of practice. Just like writing english, at first it is very difficult, but after practice practice, you writing english like breathing.

You have to keep the goal of getting into Google clear in your mind to have discipline.

Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people, that means your root is bigger takes more time to form, and your skill later will be stronger than other people.

Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard. Work hard, play hard.

Think of each technical leap as a mountain climbing challenge. Watch the movie "North Face"



METHOD OF STUDY

Break to smaller parts n do it one by one, get overview first, note down your question, find good beginner books, memorize by visualizing without reading.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.

Steps of studying a complicated book: a. Scan the book first. b. Know what is the goal of each chapter. c. Get understanding. Then dig into the details. d. Write what you don’t understand on a notebook. e. If you get stuck in a book, find another good book. f. Read good beginner books first that gives a intuitive understanding. g. Find the good books in Amazon reviews. It is very important you find a few good beginner book to read. h. This is the fastest way to memorize what you read. Everytime you read some small fact, look away and try to visualize back what you read. If you can visualize that means your brain already can remember it. Can use it with formulas and chinese and Labview.

When reading new book, always read lightly and fast, dont read every detail, get a feel about the book first. Then do some sample questions like SelfTestSoftware to know where to read in detail. Then you do first deeper reading. Then the second even deeper reading.

Note down questions on a txt file to refer back later.

Always read good beginners book first that builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.

Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.

Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.



MINDFULNESS
Fighting and working hard bound to get you into anxiety. Buddhist mindfulness can put the mind back from biological automatic back to the human will. It is the most powerful stress buster.



GINGER TEA
Excess water in the body causes high blood pressure, asthma, obesity, shoulder pain and depression. The body temperature lowers and the cells cannot function well due to the excess water. Counter this with 4 cups of ginger tea per day. Ginger tea heats up the body and throw away excess water. Read the book "suibun no torisugi wa ima sugu yamenasai" by ishihara yuumi. We got the chinese copy.



LIFE AFTER DEATH
Please watch "The Day I Died" BBC documentary in youtube.com. Woman who is blind her whole life can report sighting of tools and her body during near death. And woman without brain activity can recall seeing tools which is impossible for her to see before the surgery. It seems like the mind can function without the brain or body.

Also Roger Penrose hypotheses our brain has microfiber channels that tap into the very small fluctuations of the quantum world. That small fluctuation is probably our consciousness. The Hindus could be right all along the whole universe is consciousness. Else how would the above happen.



MISC

Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm. Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.

Hacking: Immerse your life in abstract subject.1. Then there is no boredom. Life is a adventure everyday. You go into a blissful state. You are playing with toys forever. Work is play. You dont have to fix to one subject you can be an expert in many subjects. Refer to Iron Man movie. 2. Oracle, network security, Labview, Linux, quantum theory, computational fluid mechanics, ocean wave mechanics, weather differential equations, number theory, Lisp, C++, control system, Go, chess, bridge, backgammon, western philosophy eg Roger Scruton, poetry, karate.

All enemies are like Hegel's dialectics, you must fight first and integrate the evil force in yourself.

A lifelong hobby like chess supports your work and prevents depression. Chess is the best game because it has the right balance of shortness and strategy. Go is too long winded. Poker, backgammon, RTS are too simple. Bridge is a bit simple. Programming no matter what is work. Practice tactics and watch opening videos of Chessbase. I recommend Colle ZukerTort and French Defense because these openings base on concepts not tactics.

Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. It is like putting your head in a hole in the middle of a battlefield. I wasted 20 years on this. This includes: New age, pop psychology, religion, inner child healing, mindfulness, rebirthing, deep breathing, yoga, buddhism, christianity, god, meditation, nirvana, no ego, enlightenment, avaita, zen, visualization, relaxation, aikido, NLP, positive thinking, positive psychology, self esteem, ayn rand, forgiveness, let it go, feel your feelings, being open, being in the now, primal therapy, trauma therapy, childhood therapy, afterworld, acupuncture, EFT, rapid eye therapy, Kinesiology, self healing. 3. Don’t think that if you meditate enough, you reach nirvana and don’t need for money, status or anything. Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.

Before exam don’t eat Vitamin B for 2 days because you may have problem sleeping. At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy and aggressive brain.
Press hard for 1 minute into the muscle knots near shoulder, neck and head.
Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.
Dont sleep in cold environment.
Heavy weight lifting and shikodachi pain bearing generate strong body and then generate strong character. Enduring pain builds brain wiring. Dont flinch practice.
Vit B. To dispel fear and give energy
Dont be afraid of death. We already die everytime we go to sleep. Death is part of god.



MUST READ BOOKS

The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin

The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
Suibun no torisugi wa ima sugu yamenasai by Ishihara Yuumi (Chinese version)



(Great books)
Mind warrior by Haha Lung
Martial Mechanics by Philip Starr
Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, 300 movie
Mindfulness in plain English by Henepola Gunaratana
You already know how to be great by Alan Fine
17 lies that are holding you back and the truth will set you free by Steve Chandler
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
Any game theory book. Any strategy book.
Commanders at war in youtube.
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Jack Trout on strategy by Jack Trout
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm
The Day I Died by BBC, documentary in youtube


(Top intuitive books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Metamagical Themas by Douglas Hofstadter
Schrodinger Kittens by John Gribbin
Simple Chess by Michael Stean
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande
Discovering chess opening by John Emms
Poems of Dennis Levertov
Introducing Foucault, Derrida, Post-modernism. Albert Camus.

(movie)
Black Swan
Pitch Black
Crows Zero II
North Face
300

(manga, can find free on internet)
Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata Minoru
Shamo


(good tech books)
The poker mindset by Matthew Hilger
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
Every Hand Reviewed by Gus Hansen.
Poker videos in youtube, like High Stakes Poker

Zuke Them by David Rudel
Chessbase software The French Defense by Ari Ziegler in our portable drive
Learn the opening the easy way: Colle Zukertort by Susan Polgar
500 points in 400 days article by Michael De La Maza

Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.

CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive


(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". Then read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.


(Quotes)
"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book

"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.

"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book

"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon

"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book

"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.

"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon

"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai

"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai

"10) Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_33_Strategies_of_War
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
- Mark Twain

"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Excess water in body could be the source of many problems


am reading the book "Suibun No Torisugi" Ha Imasugu Yamenasai" meaning stop drinking so much water. About having excess water in the body causing high blood pressure, asthma, obesity and depression. The cure is ginger tea and exercise. Going to use Sean, Aggy and Francois as guinea pigs.javascript:void(0)

Monday, February 7, 2011

Love is the power source for war

Sean I have treated you quite horribly, it's because i dont know love means respect.

I am reading David Richo best book When love meets fear and how to become an adult, as well as the road less travelled.

The road less traveled could not quite work for me previously. I dont think it can work by itself only without support of the warrior system: karate, fight bullies and work hard. However the warrior system itself could not on its own also, it leave fear and anxiety deep in me, and my uncontrollable urge to punish incompetencies on the ones i love.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Knowledge Crystals 4 2 11 Karate

KARATE, PROGRAMMING, MINDFULNESS, THE 50th LAW, THE DIP, LIFE AFTER DEATH

Karate protects you.
Programming in Google is the best toy and job.
Mindfulness is the best stress buster.
Fight bullies and 100% they will back off
Work hard to be the best in the market
There is life after death from near death experience



FIGHT BULLIES AND 100% THEY WILL BACK OFF

Bullies cause 50% of your problems. You must fight bullies else you cannot be happy and explode into madness.

BE HALF EVIL
To fight bullies you must have the evil mindset. There is no other way, only evil can fight evil. Watch "Pitch Black" movie.

Other way to fight bullies:
-Make them dealing with you frustrating and painful. Bullies only pick on easy target.
-Unbalance your enemy with anger, frustration and fear. Keep your own balance.
-You have to be unpredictable and threatening. Deter bad people from bothering you.
-Bluff enemy and yourself.Manipulators use bluffs because their put downs is not true. The only way to fight bluff is counter bluff. No limit Texas Holdem Poker teach you how to bluff.
-Play when you are fighting in order to invigorate your soul, fighting enemies is stressful.
-Frequently you dont have to crush your enemies because you need a relationship with them. You need to half defeat them and half befriend them. Insult and clown them occasionally with the pimp method.
-When clowning, always put the focus on the enemy, never let them put the focus on you.
-Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war. Self help therapy and meditation make it worst because it focus the blame on yourself.
-Karate is your guardian angel. Poker is your guardian devil. Karate will be your step father if I am not around.
-Eat vitamin B for energy. Take vitamin B for 3 days then stop for 4 days in a week, too heaty.



BLUFF

Whenever someone shame, whether the shame is true or false, it is always an invasion, because reality is neutral, any form of judgement is a bluff. You fight bluff by bluffing back. You act as though what you say is right even though you know is wrong. This becomes your weapon you use consciously. You bluff as though you are the smartest and you intimate people. Remember power is from perception of people, dont have to be reality. Bluffing is a very important weapon against bad people, it makes you not trapped in the good guy victim position. Bluffing is power. Dont use it on good people though, use it on bad people. Play no limit texas holdem it helps pick up the skill of bluffing. If you look deeper, you can see that you are using semi bluff all the time.

You can even bluff yourself about reality. Think yourself as the best, as a hero out to conquer to world. Bluff yourself that your enemy is much weaker than you to attain confidence and your enemy will feel it and fear you. Actually all our perception of reality is bluff, we can never perceive reality with full accuracy, our perception is always a semi bluff. We are always bluffing ourself especially the confident people. Confidence bluff yourself to gain power.



WORK HARD TO BE THE BEST IN THE MARKET

In this world the only way to be happy is to be best, it is hardwired in your brain. You can be the best even if you are stupid, it doesnt matter. The only thing that matter to be the best is hard work.

You have to be the best so that money will flow to you. And people wont bully you. Even the enlightened monks hide money. You must have a complicated skill where few people can tolerate the boredom and hardwork to get the skill, few people can do it, like programming, engineering, medicine, law, accounting.

You need 10000 hours to be master in anything. So you have to stick to one thing starting from eight years old.

The difference between chess GM compared with IM is GM knows 100,000 patterns, and IM knows only 10,000. Strong players knows 1000. It is not because GM can think deeper or smarter or whatever, it because they simply get exposed to much more pattern because they spend much more time in chess. Other discipline like programming and engineering is no different with chess. Tte more time you spend with it the more patterns you know, the more best you become. David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm

Programming is the best because it is actually playing a big toy. Dentist you have to have very good school results and its boring. Chess is extremely difficult to be proffesional. Law is memorizing stuff.

The best path is start game programming when you are 8 years old. Learn Small Basic with free tutorial.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Get into Google or Facebook, earn $20,000 a month.

Practice practice practice. Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Your brain is plastic. Research shows every expert need 10,000 hours of practice. Just like writing english, at first it is very difficult, but after practice practice, you writing english like breathing.

You have to keep the goal of getting into Google clear in your mind to have discipline.

Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people, that means your root is bigger takes more time to form, and your skill later will be stronger than other people.

Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard. Work hard, play hard.



METHOD OF STUDY

Break to smaller parts n do it one by one, get overview first, note down your question, find good beginner books, memorize by visualizing without reading.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.

Steps of studying a complicated book: a. Scan the book first. b. Know what is the goal of each chapter. c. Get understanding. Then dig into the details. d. Write what you don’t understand on a notebook. e. If you get stuck in a book, find another good book. f. Read good beginner books first that gives a intuitive understanding. g. Find the good books in Amazon reviews. It is very important you find a few good beginner book to read. h. This is the fastest way to memorize what you read. Everytime you read some small fact, look away and try to visualize back what you read. If you can visualize that means your brain already can remember it.

When reading new book, always read lightly and fast, dont read every detail, get a feel about the book first. Then do some sample questions like SelfTestSoftware to know where to read in detail. Then you do first deeper reading. Then the second even deeper reading.

Note down questions on a txt file to refer back later.

Always read good beginners book first that builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.

Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.

Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.



MINDFULNESS
Fighting and working hard bound to get you into anxiety. Buddhist mindfulness can put the mind back from biological automatic back to the human will. It is the most powerful stress buster.



LIFE AFTER DEATH
Please watch "The Day I Died" BBC documentary in youtube.com. Woman who is blind her whole life can report sighting of tools and her body during near death. And woman without brain activity can recall seeing tools which is impossible for her to see before the surgery. It seems like the mind can function without the brain or body.

Also Roger Penrose hypotheses our brain has microfiber channels that tap into the very small fluctuations of the quantum world. That small fluctuation is probably our consciousness. The Hindus could be right all along the whole universe is consciousness. Else how would the above happen.



MISC

Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm. Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.

Hacking: Immerse your life in abstract subject.1. Then there is no boredom. Life is a adventure everyday. You go into a blissful state. You are playing with toys forever. Work is play. You dont have to fix to one subject you can be an expert in many subjects. Refer to Iron Man movie. 2. Oracle, network security, Labview, Linux, quantum theory, computational fluid mechanics, ocean wave mechanics, weather differential equations, number theory, Lisp, C++, control system, Go, chess, bridge, backgammon, western philosophy eg Roger Scruton, poetry, karate.

A lifelong hobby like chess supports your work and prevents depression. Chess is the best game because it has the right balance of shortness and strategy. Go is too long winded. Poker, backgammon, RTS are too simple. Bridge is a bit simple. Programming no matter what is work. Practice tactics and watch opening videos of Chessbase. I recommend Colle ZukerTort and French Defense because these openings base on concepts not tactics.

Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. It is like putting your head in a hole in the middle of a battlefield. I wasted 20 years on this. This includes: New age, pop psychology, religion, inner child healing, mindfulness, rebirthing, deep breathing, yoga, buddhism, christianity, god, meditation, nirvana, no ego, enlightenment, avaita, zen, visualization, relaxation, aikido, NLP, positive thinking, positive psychology, self esteem, ayn rand, forgiveness, let it go, feel your feelings, being open, being in the now, primal therapy, trauma therapy, childhood therapy, afterworld, acupuncture, EFT, rapid eye therapy, Kinesiology, self healing. 3. Don’t think that if you meditate enough, you reach nirvana and don’t need for money, status or anything. Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.

Before exam don’t eat Vitamin B for 2 days because you may have problem sleeping. At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy and aggressive brain.
Press hard for 1 minute into the muscle knots near shoulder, neck and head.
Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.
Heavy weight lifting and shikodachi pain bearing generate strong body and then generate strong character. Enduring pain builds brain wiring. Dont flinch practice.
Vit B. To dispel fear and give energy
Dont be afraid of death. We already die everytime we go to sleep. Death is part of god.



MUST READ BOOKS

The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin

The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
Mindfulness in plain English by Henepola Gunaratana


(Great books)
Mind warrior by Haha Lung
Martial Mechanics by Philip Starr
Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, 300 movie
You already know how to be great by Alan Fine
17 lies that are holding you back and the truth will set you free by Steve Chandler
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
Any game theory book. Any strategy book.
Commanders at war in youtube.
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Jack Trout on strategy by Jack Trout
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
David Small Chess Patterns http://www.amazon.com/review/R3PXO65Q230WUQ/ref=cm_cr_rdp_perm
The Day I Died by BBC, documentary in youtube


(Top intuitive books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Metamagical Themas by Douglas Hofstadter
Schrodinger Kittens by John Gribbin
Simple Chess by Michael Stean
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande
Discovering chess opening by John Emms
Poems of Dennis Levertov
Introducing Foucault, Derrida, Post-modernism. Albert Camus.


(good tech books)
The poker mindset by Matthew Hilger
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
Every Hand Reviewed by Gus Hansen.
Poker videos in youtube, like High Stakes Poker

Zuke Them by David Rudel
Chessbase software The French Defense by Ari Ziegler in our portable drive
Learn the opening the easy way: Colle Zukertort by Susan Polgar
500 points in 400 days article by Michael De La Maza

Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.

CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive


(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". Then read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.


(Quotes)
"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book

"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.

"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book

"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon

"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book

"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.

"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon

"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai

"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai

"10) Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_33_Strategies_of_War
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
- Mark Twain

"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul

Bubul System

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Mindfulness is still king

Repeatedly, mindfulness is forgotten. But repeatedly mindfulness came to the rescue for my war stress. It put the mind back from biological automatic back to the human will.

Mindfulness is king.

Who is your father

I am an explorer and will quickly grow bored of subjects if he finds out how they work. I especially like abstract subjects. Mathematical physics is the last subject which I am extremely curious about, but havent had the resources to explore, due to the complicated mathematics. Maybe as a hobby when retired.


the subjects I explored in my life: drawing, psychology, mysticism, Go, Chess, Backgammon, Poker, poetry, philosophy, literature, Aikido, Taekwondo, Karate, meditation, computer network, C, Oracle, game programming, 3d modeling, Labview, afterlife and women. Next destinations are Harley, knitting, and mathematical physics.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

I am to stop pursuing and stop and be like a sunflower


Sean I have hurt you too much.

I am to stop pursuing and stop and be a sunflower.

I have completely no clue of what to do in life

I have to admit I have completely no clue of what I am doing with life. I put too much stress on myself. Many things in life cannot be controlled. Sometimes controlling things that cannot be controlled will lead to more suffering.

Frequently it is best to just let life bump you on the nose.

But two things you must still know: Figth bullies and work hard.

Followers