Deal with people by effect not principal
Saturday, February 27, 2010
The survivor personality book : looks like a great book, has many theory similiar to mine
Like go into opposites freely
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Clown your enemiess, diss them
Remember I said use jokes to attack your enemy. Pimps do that all the time and it works.
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To be a pimp, you must always think ahead. When you are hanging out, come up with something to say to every person in the vicinity. Be ready to 'clown' someone if they question your pimpitude. Always use like or as during the 'diss'. Only bring someone's moms in to the insult if you are ready to throw hands.Emotional vampires by Albert Bernstein
The book gave me an insight yesterday. All the personalities disorder are opposite.
Paranoid vs Anti social
Obsessive compulsive vs Anti social
Histrionic vs Narcissistic
All the above are ying and yang and are needed for functioning. For instance in wars to defend your family you have to kill people and you have to be antisocial, if you histrionic you will be killed.
Usually it is better you have all of the aspect and be balanced as possible. But some circumstances requires you be in one polarity more you can form imbalances for attack or defense.
Yesterday I went to jurong east library for whole day, and read "self helps that works", dont flinch to be strong gave me a revelation.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Super books that may replace some old one
Real Power by David Lieberman
The 48 laws of power.
fear counter emotion is anger
anger counter emotion is humor
the bad guy polarity, the ying yang system
dont flinch in "self help that works" book.
be soft and kind to yourself.
The pimp game by Mickey Royal
Insults and come back for all occasion book.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Knowledge Crytals Jan 27, 2010 WAR AND PASSION
KNOWLEDGE CRYSTALS Jan 27, 2010 WAR AND PASSION
-For 20 years I have been testing methods, this is the ones that works.
-If too many techniques you would not use them. I will pass you the few practical ones that work most of the time, like gyaku in karate.
-The two main secret I will teach you is : War and Passion.
TWO BOOKS YOU MUST READ
-How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Al Mualla
-The Dip by Seth Godin
DAILY PRACTICE: KARATE, POKER, WORK HARD
-Incorporates all the knowledge crystals below. Daily practice. If you forget everything, you must do this 3 things.
-Karate, like putting an iron rod into your spine. Keeps your will fierce and your character unafraid of pain. Karate is your religion.
-Poker, shows the core of every human interaction and game theory. Make you know bluffing is good.
-Work hard, let you become the best, you suffer now to suffer less in the future.
{WAR}
EVERYTHING IS WAR
-Every human interaction, even in love, is a war.
-The universe is made of fractals, that means all big and small systems resembles one another. For example one person mind is actually the same as a country.
-The world is also built by game theory, that is why war is in every interactions. Read everything on game theory.
-The first rule of happiness is that you are not bullied. Bullying is everywhere, even in church. If you desire peace, prepare for war.
SHAME & COVERT WAR
-Adults generally don't bully physically. They bully psychologically. They try to shame you in subtle ways. You get depression.
-Pride is like oxigen, you need it to live. Enemies attacks this.
-You must have no shame. You must face as thick as the wall of china.
-You must not let the enemy affect your emotions, because this is the aim of the enemy even if he do not consciously know it. On the other hand you must affect your
enemy emotion actively. Attack is the best defense.
THE BATTLEFIELD VISUALIZATION
-This is the only technique you must do most of the day.
-Whenever the memory of you being bullied arised, you visualize a big midevel battlefield with your big army in it and you are floating high in the sky looking at your army.
For example, your main army would usually be fighting to attack the main castle, could be dentistry or Oracle, with knowledge as your spears. You could be attacking one
castle first before you go on to the next. The bully is usually using covert warfare and usually does not affect your career too much, so you visually it as a small nuisance
battle at the side. You could have shame and flashback trigger by your childhood trauma, this you could visualize as traiters inside your office. This put everything into
perspective, you wont waste energy in fear and anger, it gives you good estimation which is very important in war. You are detach, knows your objective, and move
efficiently.
-You must force yourself to visualize the battlefield everytime until it becomes a habit. Your brain is plasticlike, the more repetition the deeper the memory, the deeper the
memory the easier the habit.
-Watch war movies and you can easily visualize the patterns of war and notice the fractals of war.
-Study every war strategy book you can.
THINK ABOUT YOUR ENEMY WEAKNESS
-The is the other technique you must do most of the day.
-Whenever you have flashback or memory of being bullied by enemy, you must quickly force yourself to think of their weakness and not think of their attack on you. When
you think of their attack on you, you focusing on their strength and this make you fearful and shameful. In war, always attack enemy weakness and avoid enemy strengh.
Think of their weakness and automatically you will feel pride and know where to attack.
HALF BAD GUY
-Use evil to fight evil. Only evil can fight evil.
-You mustn't reject the bad guy personality so much you cannot use his tactics against him. You need to have badness in order to balance your personality and so that
bullies will not invade you.
-You must visualize yourself as a bad guy. Play poker often. Watch "Chronicals of Riddick" or "3:10 to Yuma" movies, or any other movies with half bad guy.
-You can also visualize yourself as a being from the underworld like satan or vampire.
NO SPIRITUAL OR SELF HEALING BULLSHIT
-Buddhism, Hinduism, New Age has this bullshit about no ego enlightenment. I spent 20 years searching for it and wasted my time. The world is built up by game theory
and the dip, no ego cannot survive at all in this world.
-Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.
-No self healing bullshit also.
-All of the above ignore the fractality of war. It is world war II going on, soldiers are raping women, and you defend yourself by praying to god or deep breathing.
{PASSION}
BE THE BEST IN THE MARKET
-To be happy you must have money. Just observe misery of janitors with no money.
-You must be the best in the market to have money.
-You must be good in an skill that few people can do. Look for a gate that few people can pass through, known as the dip, and work on crossing the gate.
-To be the best you must focus your time on improving your performance on one skill.
-Have focus, economize to mass your resources.
-You have to suffer to be the best in the market. But this suffering is much less than the overall suffering of being not the best. Money=suffer, less money=more suffer.
--The dip by Seth Godin, Talent is overated by Geoff Colvin.
PASSION
-To be very good in what you do, you have to work hard. But asking you to work hard is hard to motivate you. Having passion for the work is much better.
-When you have passion for something, working hard is automatic, and the hardships doesnt seem to exist.
-Dont falsely believe you need to find your true passion. Actually anything can be your passion. You just need to know enough of the thing and you will come to love it. You
have to study the thing first and know a bit about it so it can become your passion. Then you want to know more and more about the thing.
-Passion is when you want to be a master of the thing, a guru of the thing. Like dentistry, or Oracle, or Labview.
HANDLE BIG PROJECTS
-Break it down to smaller parts.
-Pretend that the job is easy.
-You only have to do it 80% perfectly.Perform a task to 80 percent perfection. If you aim for 100 percent, you will have trouble starting and fear of failure.
-Push your limits. go outside of human norm. This make your stronger because your brain is plastic.
-Reframe fear as a challenge. The bigger the fear, the bigger the excitement.
-Break a big task down to smaller parts. Any complicated task is consist of many smaller very easy to understand components. If not up then it is down, if not left then it is
right. You just have to spend time with it be with it. After you break down the easy part then just focus on the small easy part until you solved it. Dont look at other small
easy parts.
-Do one thing at a time.
-Always go back to basic. Refer kihon in karate.
--The power of full engagement by Jim Loehr. The now habit by Neil Fiore
STUDY COMPLICATED SUBJECTS
-For subjects like Oracle, quantum theory, number mathematics, differential equations, digital signal processing, fluid mechanics. Few people can understand.
-Always find and read a beginner book first to build concept. Never start with a reference book first. It will kill your passion.
-A complicated subject is just a lot of small easy subjects combine together.
-To study a thick book, get an overall idea first by reading quickly through the book, read the table of contents, the introduction at each chapter. Don't go into the details.
Then Focus on the goal of the book, every human endeavor is trying to achieve something, if you know what is the target the details is easy.
Then you read the details to get an understanding. Facts you dont understand write it down on a notebook for later solving.
Then you read deeper into the details.
Then You refer to other books for facts you don't understand.
-You refer a lot of books and find a few best books that give intuitive understanding.
-Read through the passage a few times even if you dont understand it.
-Slow is smooth, smooth is fast. Like wine brewing.
-Don't think that abstract science is dry and boring. Math or Oracle is actually a higher evolution of nature into the non material world. Looking at math pattern is the same
as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. It is a different world only much
more beautiful than the material world. Spend your time in the non material beauty by reading math books. Exploring math is like exploring into a beautiful forest. Upload
yourself into the non material world.
-Practice, practice, practice -A great samurai warrior, this is call drilling and is most important aspect of gaining technology.
-Being the best is not difficult. As long as you know how to read and write you can be the expert in any field like Oracle or number theory; learning these is easier than
English. You need to be constant be with it. Let it soak in to you like language osmosis.You have to love it.
-You dont have to criticize yourself for learning slow or listen to other people because all brain neurons have the same molecules and require the same time for all humans to rewire itself.
-We are slower learners compared to other people, but once we learned something we are much better than other people. Refer to our programming, karate, and math. It
seems like our brain performs comprehensive rewiring and it takes more time than other people. Good wine need a long time to brew, you cannot rush it, and the wine we
brew is the best. So don’t worry, start slow, don’t care about other people, enjoy yourself in your object like Oracle, know the beauty of it, this is what life all about.
-The Practicing Mind by Thomas Sterner.
RESEARCH
-Have an edge over other people.
-Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo.
-Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.
-Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.
-Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.
-Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.
-Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.
{MISC}
MINDFULNESS
-If all else fails, mindfulness usually works as temporary relief. Refer buddhism for the technique.
-The pain is still there but you wont be affected by it.
VIT B & MUSCLE KNOT MASSAGE
-Usually throughout my life, psychology tech fails, but Vit B complex always works to lift out of anxiety or depression.
-The problem with Vit B is it will tense up the shoulder or neck and cause inflammation. And sole throat and flu.
-Muscle knot massage for shoulder pain. Press on all over your neck, scalp and shoulder to find pain when press down. The bone at scalp and shoulder blades are usually
the muscle knot areas. When find the painful spot, press down hard for half a minute, the muscle knot can only relax in great pressure.
-The other one is heatiness cause by Vit B, drink herbal tea to counterbalance this effect.
-Eat Vit B complex every 3 days to avoid inflammation or overheating.
BODY
-Garlic cures cancer, penis erection even for dead rabbit, chronic fatigue
-Vit B gives energy.
-Muscle knots cure by finding painful spot and pressing hard on the spot for 1 minute to relax muscle .
-Tumo meditation: if wars , this meditation allows you not to eat for months. Read Nepal Buddha boy in internet.
-If you have cancer, remember Chi Kung.
BEST BOOKS
-Most of the books are in Singapore library. Or you can read some hints in Amazon reviews and google books. Or we have the pdf copy in our protable drive and
freedrive.com.
{War}
-How to manipulate the manipulator (the is the one book you must have)
-The 33 strategies of war by Robert Greene
{Shame and Covert war}
-How to save your marriage without talking about it by Steven Stosny
-I dont want to talk about it by Terence Real
-Thick face black heart by Chin Nin Chu
-How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
{Be the best in the Market}
-The dip by Seth Godin (the other book you must buy)
-Talent is overated by Geoff Colvin
-The Practicing Mind by Thomas Sterner.
-The power of full engagement by Jim Loehr.
-The now habit by Neil Fiore
-Play by Stuart Brown
-Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
{No new age bullshit}
-Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
-Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
-Winning in Tough Holdem Games by Nick "Stoxtrader" Grudzien , Geoff "Zobags" Herzog
-Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
-Every hand reviewed by Gus Hansen.
-Poker vide in youtube like High Stakes Poker
-Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
-Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
-Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
-Understanding digital signal processing by Richard Lyons
-Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
-Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
-Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
-UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
-C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
-C++ without fear by Brian Overland Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
-Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
-Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
-Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
-Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
-Oracle 11g for dummies
-Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
-Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
-The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
-Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
-Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
-For 20 years I have been testing methods, this is the ones that works.
-If too many techniques you would not use them. I will pass you the few practical ones that work most of the time, like gyaku in karate.
-The two main secret I will teach you is : War and Passion.
TWO BOOKS YOU MUST READ
-How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Al Mualla
-The Dip by Seth Godin
DAILY PRACTICE: KARATE, POKER, WORK HARD
-Incorporates all the knowledge crystals below. Daily practice. If you forget everything, you must do this 3 things.
-Karate, like putting an iron rod into your spine. Keeps your will fierce and your character unafraid of pain. Karate is your religion.
-Poker, shows the core of every human interaction and game theory. Make you know bluffing is good.
-Work hard, let you become the best, you suffer now to suffer less in the future.
{WAR}
EVERYTHING IS WAR
-Every human interaction, even in love, is a war.
-The universe is made of fractals, that means all big and small systems resembles one another. For example one person mind is actually the same as a country.
-The world is also built by game theory, that is why war is in every interactions. Read everything on game theory.
-The first rule of happiness is that you are not bullied. Bullying is everywhere, even in church. If you desire peace, prepare for war.
SHAME & COVERT WAR
-Adults generally don't bully physically. They bully psychologically. They try to shame you in subtle ways. You get depression.
-Pride is like oxigen, you need it to live. Enemies attacks this.
-You must have no shame. You must face as thick as the wall of china.
-You must not let the enemy affect your emotions, because this is the aim of the enemy even if he do not consciously know it. On the other hand you must affect your
enemy emotion actively. Attack is the best defense.
THE BATTLEFIELD VISUALIZATION
-This is the only technique you must do most of the day.
-Whenever the memory of you being bullied arised, you visualize a big midevel battlefield with your big army in it and you are floating high in the sky looking at your army.
For example, your main army would usually be fighting to attack the main castle, could be dentistry or Oracle, with knowledge as your spears. You could be attacking one
castle first before you go on to the next. The bully is usually using covert warfare and usually does not affect your career too much, so you visually it as a small nuisance
battle at the side. You could have shame and flashback trigger by your childhood trauma, this you could visualize as traiters inside your office. This put everything into
perspective, you wont waste energy in fear and anger, it gives you good estimation which is very important in war. You are detach, knows your objective, and move
efficiently.
-You must force yourself to visualize the battlefield everytime until it becomes a habit. Your brain is plasticlike, the more repetition the deeper the memory, the deeper the
memory the easier the habit.
-Watch war movies and you can easily visualize the patterns of war and notice the fractals of war.
-Study every war strategy book you can.
THINK ABOUT YOUR ENEMY WEAKNESS
-The is the other technique you must do most of the day.
-Whenever you have flashback or memory of being bullied by enemy, you must quickly force yourself to think of their weakness and not think of their attack on you. When
you think of their attack on you, you focusing on their strength and this make you fearful and shameful. In war, always attack enemy weakness and avoid enemy strengh.
Think of their weakness and automatically you will feel pride and know where to attack.
HALF BAD GUY
-Use evil to fight evil. Only evil can fight evil.
-You mustn't reject the bad guy personality so much you cannot use his tactics against him. You need to have badness in order to balance your personality and so that
bullies will not invade you.
-You must visualize yourself as a bad guy. Play poker often. Watch "Chronicals of Riddick" or "3:10 to Yuma" movies, or any other movies with half bad guy.
-You can also visualize yourself as a being from the underworld like satan or vampire.
NO SPIRITUAL OR SELF HEALING BULLSHIT
-Buddhism, Hinduism, New Age has this bullshit about no ego enlightenment. I spent 20 years searching for it and wasted my time. The world is built up by game theory
and the dip, no ego cannot survive at all in this world.
-Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.
-No self healing bullshit also.
-All of the above ignore the fractality of war. It is world war II going on, soldiers are raping women, and you defend yourself by praying to god or deep breathing.
{PASSION}
BE THE BEST IN THE MARKET
-To be happy you must have money. Just observe misery of janitors with no money.
-You must be the best in the market to have money.
-You must be good in an skill that few people can do. Look for a gate that few people can pass through, known as the dip, and work on crossing the gate.
-To be the best you must focus your time on improving your performance on one skill.
-Have focus, economize to mass your resources.
-You have to suffer to be the best in the market. But this suffering is much less than the overall suffering of being not the best. Money=suffer, less money=more suffer.
--The dip by Seth Godin, Talent is overated by Geoff Colvin.
PASSION
-To be very good in what you do, you have to work hard. But asking you to work hard is hard to motivate you. Having passion for the work is much better.
-When you have passion for something, working hard is automatic, and the hardships doesnt seem to exist.
-Dont falsely believe you need to find your true passion. Actually anything can be your passion. You just need to know enough of the thing and you will come to love it. You
have to study the thing first and know a bit about it so it can become your passion. Then you want to know more and more about the thing.
-Passion is when you want to be a master of the thing, a guru of the thing. Like dentistry, or Oracle, or Labview.
HANDLE BIG PROJECTS
-Break it down to smaller parts.
-Pretend that the job is easy.
-You only have to do it 80% perfectly.Perform a task to 80 percent perfection. If you aim for 100 percent, you will have trouble starting and fear of failure.
-Push your limits. go outside of human norm. This make your stronger because your brain is plastic.
-Reframe fear as a challenge. The bigger the fear, the bigger the excitement.
-Break a big task down to smaller parts. Any complicated task is consist of many smaller very easy to understand components. If not up then it is down, if not left then it is
right. You just have to spend time with it be with it. After you break down the easy part then just focus on the small easy part until you solved it. Dont look at other small
easy parts.
-Do one thing at a time.
-Always go back to basic. Refer kihon in karate.
--The power of full engagement by Jim Loehr. The now habit by Neil Fiore
STUDY COMPLICATED SUBJECTS
-For subjects like Oracle, quantum theory, number mathematics, differential equations, digital signal processing, fluid mechanics. Few people can understand.
-Always find and read a beginner book first to build concept. Never start with a reference book first. It will kill your passion.
-A complicated subject is just a lot of small easy subjects combine together.
-To study a thick book, get an overall idea first by reading quickly through the book, read the table of contents, the introduction at each chapter. Don't go into the details.
Then Focus on the goal of the book, every human endeavor is trying to achieve something, if you know what is the target the details is easy.
Then you read the details to get an understanding. Facts you dont understand write it down on a notebook for later solving.
Then you read deeper into the details.
Then You refer to other books for facts you don't understand.
-You refer a lot of books and find a few best books that give intuitive understanding.
-Read through the passage a few times even if you dont understand it.
-Slow is smooth, smooth is fast. Like wine brewing.
-Don't think that abstract science is dry and boring. Math or Oracle is actually a higher evolution of nature into the non material world. Looking at math pattern is the same
as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. It is a different world only much
more beautiful than the material world. Spend your time in the non material beauty by reading math books. Exploring math is like exploring into a beautiful forest. Upload
yourself into the non material world.
-Practice, practice, practice -A great samurai warrior, this is call drilling and is most important aspect of gaining technology.
-Being the best is not difficult. As long as you know how to read and write you can be the expert in any field like Oracle or number theory; learning these is easier than
English. You need to be constant be with it. Let it soak in to you like language osmosis.You have to love it.
-You dont have to criticize yourself for learning slow or listen to other people because all brain neurons have the same molecules and require the same time for all humans to rewire itself.
-We are slower learners compared to other people, but once we learned something we are much better than other people. Refer to our programming, karate, and math. It
seems like our brain performs comprehensive rewiring and it takes more time than other people. Good wine need a long time to brew, you cannot rush it, and the wine we
brew is the best. So don’t worry, start slow, don’t care about other people, enjoy yourself in your object like Oracle, know the beauty of it, this is what life all about.
-The Practicing Mind by Thomas Sterner.
RESEARCH
-Have an edge over other people.
-Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo.
-Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.
-Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.
-Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.
-Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.
-Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.
{MISC}
MINDFULNESS
-If all else fails, mindfulness usually works as temporary relief. Refer buddhism for the technique.
-The pain is still there but you wont be affected by it.
VIT B & MUSCLE KNOT MASSAGE
-Usually throughout my life, psychology tech fails, but Vit B complex always works to lift out of anxiety or depression.
-The problem with Vit B is it will tense up the shoulder or neck and cause inflammation. And sole throat and flu.
-Muscle knot massage for shoulder pain. Press on all over your neck, scalp and shoulder to find pain when press down. The bone at scalp and shoulder blades are usually
the muscle knot areas. When find the painful spot, press down hard for half a minute, the muscle knot can only relax in great pressure.
-The other one is heatiness cause by Vit B, drink herbal tea to counterbalance this effect.
-Eat Vit B complex every 3 days to avoid inflammation or overheating.
BODY
-Garlic cures cancer, penis erection even for dead rabbit, chronic fatigue
-Vit B gives energy.
-Muscle knots cure by finding painful spot and pressing hard on the spot for 1 minute to relax muscle .
-Tumo meditation: if wars , this meditation allows you not to eat for months. Read Nepal Buddha boy in internet.
-If you have cancer, remember Chi Kung.
BEST BOOKS
-Most of the books are in Singapore library. Or you can read some hints in Amazon reviews and google books. Or we have the pdf copy in our protable drive and
freedrive.com.
{War}
-How to manipulate the manipulator (the is the one book you must have)
-The 33 strategies of war by Robert Greene
{Shame and Covert war}
-How to save your marriage without talking about it by Steven Stosny
-I dont want to talk about it by Terence Real
-Thick face black heart by Chin Nin Chu
-How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
{Be the best in the Market}
-The dip by Seth Godin (the other book you must buy)
-Talent is overated by Geoff Colvin
-The Practicing Mind by Thomas Sterner.
-The power of full engagement by Jim Loehr.
-The now habit by Neil Fiore
-Play by Stuart Brown
-Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
{No new age bullshit}
-Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
-Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
-Winning in Tough Holdem Games by Nick "Stoxtrader" Grudzien , Geoff "Zobags" Herzog
-Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
-Every hand reviewed by Gus Hansen.
-Poker vide in youtube like High Stakes Poker
-Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
-Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
-Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
-Understanding digital signal processing by Richard Lyons
-Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
-Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
-Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
-UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
-C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
-C++ without fear by Brian Overland Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
-Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
-Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
-Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
-Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
-Oracle 11g for dummies
-Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
-Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
-The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
-Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
-Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Friday, February 5, 2010
Misc notes may put into knowledge crystals
be bold, sacrifise your security to gain, ignore your loses, muai thai
analogy
fear counter emotion is anger
anger counter emotion is humor
be gangster
if you dont work what will you do, tech will stay forever with you
you do things must kuo li, enough power
it is like war, action before emotion, morita therapy and the plasticity of
the brain
great networking tutorial http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm
analogy
fear counter emotion is anger
anger counter emotion is humor
be gangster
if you dont work what will you do, tech will stay forever with you
you do things must kuo li, enough power
it is like war, action before emotion, morita therapy and the plasticity of
the brain
great networking tutorial http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm
Thursday, February 4, 2010
sacrifice to gain
this morning a conceptual breakthrough that links a lot of methods together. In order to gain something i have to sacrifice something. Like to get cert of labview I have to sacrifice relax time on the bus looking at the sun and time with sean and ryan.
this concept is more accurate than accepting suffering because accepting suffering seems pain for nothing, but sacrifice to gain is more accurate to reality; actually we can escape pain easily for instance stay at home and dont go to work but there will be no gain of money and there is no pull of gain.
the relationship with suffering is the most crucial part of my philosophy.
Sacrifice to gain
Warring the manipulators
Passion of your work
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Shame is the most troubling emotion
Especially when night time sleepy. Use the mother archetype to support without condition, to coo your shame.
3 must read book beside manipulate the manipulator
If You Had Controlling Parents by Neuharth, Dan ( buying from kinokuniya)
Emotional Blackmail by Forward, Susan (buying from kinokuniya)
Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men by Lundy Bancroft (in singapore library)
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Go into opposite polarity
You have to go into opposite polarity without hesitation. then only you feel exihiration and feel life and live without fear.
Pretend you are a creature from the underworld. then only you will lose the rules and self and have freedom to attack or retreat or absorb.
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