You have to be a bit bad guy to be happy and survive in this world

You must be 40% bad guy in order not to be crushed by this world. And really important is not to suppress hate your badness or else you will be unaware of the badness and project the badness out unconsciously.

What you hate will tend to control you.

With badness your character will be balanced.

Watch the Chronicles of Riddick.

I have this realization after a huge fight with your mom in which my behavior i cannot comprehend or control over and over again. Then i realize I am not aware of some parts of myself, and that suppressing badness i dont like end up controlling me.

Actually come to realize, most of my unhappiness in life is because i am too much of a good guy, out of balance.