Unsorted thoughts May 2010

critical thinking

when enemy detect you not afraid of dying, they wont bully you

tie yourself to mast

to bored then have to study control system

the exihiration of hard work

before exam vit b, body temperature

fight in order to protect yourself, you dont have to kill the enemy, just make it very painfuland difficult to take your lunch box, like a badger, show sean badger.

must have both polarities in your. To be evil to fight bullies and be nice to have cooperation alternately, to rest and work hard altenately in order to become the best in the market.

To have a really strong and respectful friendship or working relationship You cannt always be nice and polite to your friend. You sometimes have to be mean and punch your friend a little. THen only your friend will

respect you and true friendship comes out. Cycle this a few times.

Love and conflict are two poles, keep them both in you.

You have to be balance in sane and crazy, alternately

outliers

bring then study control like watchman, then war.

must be go lan in mandarin, kitten book, fight fear fight everything, read then visualize back what you read is best to confirm memory. pretend easy, experience, evil personality, be irrational,little eat knowledge

scott urman sql book

first read selftestsoftware to know the goal.

battlefield analogy doesnt make things personal. All are soldiers doing their job fighting for their country.

dark room therapy like movie and black walls but bright lighting in japanese restaurants to rebalance your nervous system.

Strength is important, but spirit is more important.

drinking beer can make you a bit more confrontation and aggressive naturally. When you are fighting the bully you can pretend that you are playing then this give you courage

outlier, bus study.

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oracle make my mind smarter, memorizing, filtering the whole amount of data, note taking is important

philosophy

sparta and ideal

too bored now need to hack everything, next is networking, this will be my life activity

it is all about focus, where you put your energy.