I notice somehow I am evoving from my father

I just realize my knowledge crystal is to correct the two most big mistake my father makes and is in me, probably in you and ryan also

1. Being too feminine, too soft, dont know how to confront people
2. Being too lazy.

My two biggest knowledge crystal is:

1. Karate (possibly the book freedom from fear)
2. The dip by seth godin.

I have been all along trying to correct the sin our father and myself.

My father though totally selfish himself but is unaware, is constantly taken advantage by other people. This is where Poker comes in.

Oracle is the push into the abstract world which my father never venture into due to inbreed laziness.