Dont care about happiness, emotions and self image, chasing this wont work and will waste time and energy. Your self is a few billion neurons like marbles interacting with each other, no way to control them. You can only control your action.
So if your life is not about happiness, then what is it? It is about being the best at what you do, about performance. If you are the best, if you are competent, money and happiness will come as a byproduct. You cant chase happiness directly, it must come indirectly from competence. Happiness is actually meaning, and meaning is the evolution of nature extending into the non physical realm. Just focus on getting competent, money and meaning will follow, dont care what other people do trying to push you under.
Without caring about happiness or self image, you will become very fast, light and mobile. You can react to the moment, and you will have energy and no pain of banging against a wall repeatedly.
Process orientation, not goal orientation. Focus on doing the best action, dont focus on the result. Process orientation book.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Bubul system 6 words
勤, 半壞, 自爱, 平衡, 吃苦, 空手道
If dont do the above, below will happen.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20101216/tbs-business-us-usa-economy-special-7318940.html
If dont do the above, below will happen.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20101216/tbs-business-us-usa-economy-special-7318940.html
Friday, December 24, 2010
Sean you only need to do 2 things
Get Karate 4 dan.
Game programming at age 8 until get a job at Google.
Game programming at age 8 until get a job at Google.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Think empowering thoughts as fuel power
Think empowering thoughts so your thoughts are power fuel. Your negative thoughts are the compost, dont reject negative thoughts, instead add empowering thoughts on top of them so they can burn as fuel. Humans must need fuel power thoughts to survive. Observe the depress person they die often.
One empowering thoughts is the concept of heroic journey often used by Seals and Gurillas warrior. Even though you are weaker, you can win. Even though you are weaker, you likely will fail, but you still fight heroiclly, and people will respect you. The fighter without the advantage is the true hero. Even though you lose this time you will be stronger for the next war.
It is never your fault. Your action is determinted by gene, social conditioning, and the conditions arising, you have close to zero control. It is not your fault.
All your actions have a good motivation hidden behind it. For example if you fear, it is because you want to avoid danger or you dont want to disrupt the situation. Sometimes the action is not appropriate to the situation but still your motivation behind it is always good. Then you do not judge yourself, however this does not mean you dont judge others. Use a double standard, be thick face black heart, half gangster.
To have war, paradoxically you have to love yourself completely without shame without caring anything about your mistakes and shortness. The polarity opposite of love and conflict must be simultaneously together.
Use this empowering thougths to give fuel for good feelings like confidence and thrill.
Positive and being happy concept is too abstract, what does being happy mean? Dont use positive thinking and happiness concept.
One empowering thoughts is the concept of heroic journey often used by Seals and Gurillas warrior. Even though you are weaker, you can win. Even though you are weaker, you likely will fail, but you still fight heroiclly, and people will respect you. The fighter without the advantage is the true hero. Even though you lose this time you will be stronger for the next war.
It is never your fault. Your action is determinted by gene, social conditioning, and the conditions arising, you have close to zero control. It is not your fault.
All your actions have a good motivation hidden behind it. For example if you fear, it is because you want to avoid danger or you dont want to disrupt the situation. Sometimes the action is not appropriate to the situation but still your motivation behind it is always good. Then you do not judge yourself, however this does not mean you dont judge others. Use a double standard, be thick face black heart, half gangster.
To have war, paradoxically you have to love yourself completely without shame without caring anything about your mistakes and shortness. The polarity opposite of love and conflict must be simultaneously together.
Use this empowering thougths to give fuel for good feelings like confidence and thrill.
Positive and being happy concept is too abstract, what does being happy mean? Dont use positive thinking and happiness concept.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Knowledge Crystals 24 12 10 This world is made of war
(Cream)
勤, 半壞, 自爱, 平衡, 吃苦, 空手道
Only 2 goals: Get Karate 4 dan, & game programming at age 8 until get a job at Google.
Fight bullies
Fight evil with evil
Unbalance your enemy with anger, frustration and fear. Keep your own balance.
Bluff enemy and yourself to gain advantage.
Play to invigorate your soul.
Be the best in the market
Karate
Small loses for larger gain
Half fight friends
Vit B, Reverse Breathing
The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin
The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
(detail explanation)
THIS WORLD IS MADE OF WAR
This world is made of war. War permeates everywhere, even into the monasteries. War is in your family, this is in the form of put downs and emotional manipulation. The strong eat the weak, this is the iron rule of the universe. Religion, self childhood healing, meditation, love is totally off the mark.
Game theory and chaos theory fractals explain why the world is made of war. Religion, new age spiritual theory cannot explain the world accurately. Read every strategy, warrior and game theory book you can find.
You have to be good at being farmer and warrior. If only warrior, you will end up poor and hungry or in jail. If only farmer, people will bully you until you suicide. You have to be balanced.
You have to: fight people, fight objects. Two weapons: Asshole and Hard Work. Germans and Japanese exemplifies this.
FIGHT PEOPLE : ASSHOLE
Willing to fight bullies. All of your emotional problems come from bullies like your parents or colleagues. The way to solve bullies problems is this: Bullies only pick on peace people who dont want trouble, who wont fight back. Bullies only pick on easy target. You have to fight back the bullies, give them a hard time, then they wont pick on you. You have to risk temporary losses like being knock out a few teeth in order to have long term peace.
You have to be unpredictable and threatening. Deter bad people from bothering you. You have to give a hard time to bullies. Bullies look for easy target and wont fight people who fight them. Power perceived is the same with power achieved.
You have to play when you are fighting in order to invigorate your soul because fighting enemies is stressful.
Like Crows Zero movie, you have to pretend the object is easy, this include losing your face. This prevent that you turn the gain too high on a control system that doesnt need to turn so high.Smooth, smooth, smooth, a FI driver said.
Take some small pain to avoid larger pain. Pain includes work, fight, problems. This is the secret of success for most people. If you avoid small pain, you will have much more problems. Pain is like money. You try to use small money to buy happiness and protection. If you avoid pain of hard work and problem solving, from my long experience, bigger pain will come. Pain is also like chilly, give life an hot enjoyment. It is also gives power. The more pain you took, the more powerful you are. Observe seals training, or in your student or working life. This is an iron law of the universe.
A lot of times you dont have to crush your enemies because you need a relationship with them.Then you need to half defeat them and half befriend them. You do this by insulting and clowning them occasionally using the pimps method.When clowning, always put the focus on the enemy, never let them put the focus on you.
Eat vitamin B. Take vitamin for 3 days then stop for 4 days in a weekl, vit b is heaty. Dont take vit b if you have exam the next day because you might not sleep well.Take vitamin on the day of your exam.Because vit b is heaty, you might have muscle knots. Press all over your body to find a painful area. Press hard into the painful area for 1 minute until the muscle relaxes. A lot of time it is near the interface between bone and muscle, sometimes even on scalp. Learn Tumo meditation, you can go with weeks without eating.
Thick face black heart by remembering Liu Pei and Chao Chao.
Pretend the object is easy.
Willing to take small loses for larger gain
Reverse Breathing. Tuck in stomach when breath in. Tuck out stomach when breath out. Do this when you dont have balance.
Karate will be your guardian parent. If you have step parents and they psychologically abuse you by putting you down, karate can protect you.
Imbalance enemy with anger, frustration, fear. Maintain your own balance.
Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war. Self help therapy and meditation make it worst because it focus the blame on yourself.
Be half asshole. Only evil can fight evil. Watch Chronicals of Riddick movie, Satanism books, Crows Zero II movie.
You have to be half evil to fight bullies. Get satan power. You have to love and forgive yourself to fight. Get Jesus power. Satan and Jesus opposite polarity intertwined, like the helix of DNA.
Play Poker. Manipulators use bluffs because their put downs is not true. The only way to fight bluff is counter bluff. No limit Texas Holdem Poker teach you how to bluff.
Half fight friends. Fight bullies and friends in degree. But you can't always start all out war with bullies in a group .Sometimes you still need to be in cooperation with a group. So slowly invade the bully degree by degree using teasing, jokes and gentle insult. Sometimes you have to use the hard way.But know that a lot of times respect can only be gained by inviduals using fight.The process is this, fight first and only corperate and become friends.First hot war, then cold war, then friends. This is the usual process.
You watch the animals in documentaries. They bump each other to establish hierarchy, to establish respect. Only with respect you will not be invaded. Humans are the same, only more subtle, bumping each other with intelligence or courage. You need both. Practice karate to get courage. Hack Oracle or Linux to get intelligence.
Pimp method of clowning and dissing your enemies.
Never assume other people same intelligence as you. They are usually dumber.
Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Watch Navy Seals hell week, Sumo training, Swihili tribe adult initiation, Spartan children training.
If you dont have time for karate, then do heavy weight lifting. The weight must be heavy enough so that you will achieve total muscle fatigue in 5 repetition. Weight lifting is not for you to build muscle, but so that you will be fearless.
Balance the polarities: half good, half bad. Half revenge, half forgive. Half hard working, half lazy. Half goal oriented, half dont care.
Whenever someone shame, whether the shame is true or false, it is always an invasion, because reality is neutral, any form of judgement is a bluff. You fight bluff by bluffing back. You act as though what you say is right even though you know is wrong. This becomes your weapon you use consciously. You bluff as though you are the smartest and you intimate people. Remember power is from perception of people, dont have to be reality. Bluffing is a very important weapon against bad people, it makes you not trapped in the good guy victim position. Bluffing is power. Dont use it on good people though, use it on bad people. Play no limit texas holdem it helps pick up the skill of bluffing. If you look deeper, you can see that you are using semi bluff all the time.
You can even bluff yourself about reality. Think yourself as the best, as a hero out to conquer to world. Bluff yourself that your enemy is much weaker than you to attain confidence and your enemy will feel it and fear you. Actually all our perception of reality is bluff, we can never perceive reality with full accuracy, our perception is always a semi bluff.
FIGHT OBJECTS : HARD WORK
Be the best in the market. You have to be the best so that money will flow to you. And people wont bully you. This is the only way to be happy, there is no other way, even the enlightened monks hide money. You must have a complicated skill where few people can tolerate the boredom and hardwork to get the skill, few people can do it, like programming, engineering, medicine, law, accounting.
Willing to take small loses for larger gain. You have to give up laziness, playing with friends, well being in order to get complicated skills. This is temporary pain. You exchange temporary small pain with future big pain. Being a janitor is painful for eternity.
The best path is start game programming when you are 9 years old.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Practice practice practice. Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Your brain is plastic. Research shows every expert need 10,000 hours of practice. Just like writing english, at first it is very difficult, but after practice practice, you writing english like breathing.
Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people, that means your root is bigger takes more time to form, and your skill later will be stronger than other people.
Have passion for the skill. You have to be with the skill constantly. Let it soak into your soul.
Start game programming with C and directX at 9 years old.
Get proffesional certifications like Oracle OCP, Comptia Network+
Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard.
Break to smaller parts n do it one by one, get overview first, note down your question, find good beginner books, memorize by visualizing without reading.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.
Steps of studying a complicated book: a. Scan the book first. b. Know what is the goal of each chapter. c. Get understanding. Then dig into the details. d. Write what you don’t understand on a notebook. e. If you get stuck in a book, find another good book. f. Read good beginner books first that gives a intuitive understanding. g. Find the good books in Amazon reviews. It is very important you find a few good beginner book to read. h. This is the fastest way to memorize what you read. Everytime you read some small fact, look away and try to visualize back what you read. If you can visualize that means your brain already can remember it.
When reading new book, always read lightly and fast, dont read every detail, get a feel about the book first. Then do some sample questions like SelfTestSoftware to know where to read in detail. Then you do first deeper reading. Then the second even deeper reading.
Note down questions on a txt file to refer back later.
Always read good beginners book first that builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.
Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm. Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.
Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.
Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.
Hacking: Immerse your life in abstract subject.1. Then there is no boredom. Life is a adventure everyday. You go into a blissful state. You are playing with toys forever. Work is play. You dont have to fix to one subject you can be an expert in many subjects. Refer to Iron Man movie. 2. Oracle, network security, Labview, Linux, quantum theory, computational fluid mechanics, ocean wave mechanics, weather differential equations, number theory, Lisp, C++, control system, Go, chess, bridge, backgammon, western philosophy eg Roger Scruton, poetry, karate.
Work hard, play hard
A lifelong hobby like chess supports your work and prevents depression. Chess is the best game because it has the right balance of shortness and strategy. Go is too long winded. Poker, backgammon, RTS are too simple. Bridge is a bit simple. Programming no matter what is work. Practice tactics and watch opening videos of Chessbase. I recommend Colle ZukerTort and French Defense because these openings base on concepts not tactics.
Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. It is like putting your head in a hole in the middle of a battlefield. I wasted 20 years on this. This includes: New age, pop psychology, religion, inner child healing, mindfulness, rebirthing, deep breathing, yoga, buddhism, christianity, god, meditation, nirvana, no ego, enlightenment, avaita, zen, visualization, relaxation, aikido, NLP, positive thinking, positive psychology, self esteem, ayn rand, forgiveness, let it go, feel your feelings, being open, being in the now, primal therapy, trauma therapy, childhood therapy, afterworld, acupuncture, EFT, rapid eye therapy, Kinesiology, self healing. 3. Don’t think that if you meditate enough, you reach nirvana and don’t need for money, status or anything. Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.
SELF LOVE THOUGHT AS FUEL POWER
Think empowering thoughts so your thoughts are power fuel. Your negative thoughts are the compost, dont reject negative thoughts, instead add empowering thoughts on top of them so they can burn as fuel. Humans must need fuel power thoughts to survive. Observe the depress person they die often.
One empowering thoughts is the concept of heroic journey often used by Seals and Gurillas warrior. Even though you are weaker, you can win. Even though you are weaker, you likely will fail, but you still fight heroiclly, and people will respect you. The fighter without the advantage is the true hero. Even though you lose this time you will be stronger for the next war.
It is never your fault. Your action is determinted by gene, social conditioning, and the conditions arising, you have close to zero control. It is not your fault.
All your actions have a good motivation hidden behind it. For example if you fear, it is because you want to avoid danger or you dont want to disrupt the situation. Sometimes the action is not appropriate to the situation but still your motivation behind it is always good. Then you do not judge yourself, however this does not mean you dont judge others. Use a double standard, be thick face black heart, half gangster.
To have war, paradoxically you have to love yourself completely without shame without caring anything about your mistakes and shortness. The polarity opposite of love and conflict must be simultaneously together.
Use this empowering thougths to give fuel for good feelings like confidence and thrill.
Positive and being happy concept is too abstract, what does being happy mean? Dont use positive thinking and happiness concept.
MISC
1. Vit B can usually instantly cure your fatigue, depression, anxiety. But if you eat too much, you cant sleep and you have muscle ache. So eat for 3 days, stop for 4 days or so. Before exam don’t eat for 2 days because you may have problem sleeping. At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy and aggressive brain. 2. Muscle ache in the necks and shoulders are caused by muscle knots. Press all over your neck, scalp and shoulder to find pain when press down or hard spots. After you find the painful spot, press down hard on the spot for at least half minute. The muscle in spasm can only relax with great pressure for more than half minute. The bone at scalp and shoulder blades are usually the muscle knot areas. 3. Garlic can cure cancer and bird flu and fatigue, eat a lot of it. 4. There are chi kung and meditation that can make you no need for food and drinks for months. Check out the internet for yogis who don’t have to eat. This is important during environmental disasters and war in your time. 5. If you have cancer, eat garlic and do chi kung. 6. A lot of times your mental problem is due to lack of water. Drink a cup of water. 7. Good sayings: If you dont work what would you do? The good point of technology is once you know it you will never lose it. Face fear, conquer fear, be feared. If he do it, why cant you do it?
Press hard for 1 minute into the muscle knots near shoulder, neck and head.
Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.
Heavy weight lifting and shikodachi pain bearing generate strong body and then generate strong character. Enduring pain builds brain wiring. Dont flinch practice.
Vit B. To dispel fear and give energy
Dont be afraid of death. We already die everytime we go to sleep. Death is part of god.
BOOKS
(Great books)
Mind warrior by Haha Lung
Martial Mechanics by Philip Starr
Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, 300 movie
17 lies that are holding you back and the truth will set you free by Steve Chandler
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
Any game theory book. Any strategy book.
Commanders at war in youtube.
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Jack Trout on strategy by Jack Trout
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
(Top intuitive books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Metamagical Themas by Douglas Hofstadter
Schrodinger Kittens by John Gribbin
Simple Chess by Michael Stean
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande
Discovering chess opening by John Emms
Poems of Dennis Levertov
Introducing Foucault, Derrida, Post-modernism. Albert Camus.
(good tech books)
The poker mindset by Matthew Hilger
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
Every Hand Reviewed by Gus Hansen.
Poker videos in youtube, like High Stakes Poker
Zuke Them by David Rudel
Chessbase software The French Defense by Ari Ziegler in our portable drive
Learn the opening the easy way: Colle Zukertort by Susan Polgar
500 points in 400 days article by Michael De La Maza
Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.
CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive
(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". Then read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.
(Quotes)
"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book
"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.
"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book
"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon
"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book
"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.
"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon
"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai
"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai
"10) Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_33_Strategies_of_War
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki
"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul
勤, 半壞, 自爱, 平衡, 吃苦, 空手道
Only 2 goals: Get Karate 4 dan, & game programming at age 8 until get a job at Google.
Fight bullies
Fight evil with evil
Unbalance your enemy with anger, frustration and fear. Keep your own balance.
Bluff enemy and yourself to gain advantage.
Play to invigorate your soul.
Be the best in the market
Karate
Small loses for larger gain
Half fight friends
Vit B, Reverse Breathing
The 50th Law by Robert Greene
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert Greene
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin
The dip by Seth Godin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
(detail explanation)
THIS WORLD IS MADE OF WAR
This world is made of war. War permeates everywhere, even into the monasteries. War is in your family, this is in the form of put downs and emotional manipulation. The strong eat the weak, this is the iron rule of the universe. Religion, self childhood healing, meditation, love is totally off the mark.
Game theory and chaos theory fractals explain why the world is made of war. Religion, new age spiritual theory cannot explain the world accurately. Read every strategy, warrior and game theory book you can find.
You have to be good at being farmer and warrior. If only warrior, you will end up poor and hungry or in jail. If only farmer, people will bully you until you suicide. You have to be balanced.
You have to: fight people, fight objects. Two weapons: Asshole and Hard Work. Germans and Japanese exemplifies this.
FIGHT PEOPLE : ASSHOLE
Willing to fight bullies. All of your emotional problems come from bullies like your parents or colleagues. The way to solve bullies problems is this: Bullies only pick on peace people who dont want trouble, who wont fight back. Bullies only pick on easy target. You have to fight back the bullies, give them a hard time, then they wont pick on you. You have to risk temporary losses like being knock out a few teeth in order to have long term peace.
You have to be unpredictable and threatening. Deter bad people from bothering you. You have to give a hard time to bullies. Bullies look for easy target and wont fight people who fight them. Power perceived is the same with power achieved.
You have to play when you are fighting in order to invigorate your soul because fighting enemies is stressful.
Like Crows Zero movie, you have to pretend the object is easy, this include losing your face. This prevent that you turn the gain too high on a control system that doesnt need to turn so high.Smooth, smooth, smooth, a FI driver said.
Take some small pain to avoid larger pain. Pain includes work, fight, problems. This is the secret of success for most people. If you avoid small pain, you will have much more problems. Pain is like money. You try to use small money to buy happiness and protection. If you avoid pain of hard work and problem solving, from my long experience, bigger pain will come. Pain is also like chilly, give life an hot enjoyment. It is also gives power. The more pain you took, the more powerful you are. Observe seals training, or in your student or working life. This is an iron law of the universe.
A lot of times you dont have to crush your enemies because you need a relationship with them.Then you need to half defeat them and half befriend them. You do this by insulting and clowning them occasionally using the pimps method.When clowning, always put the focus on the enemy, never let them put the focus on you.
Eat vitamin B. Take vitamin for 3 days then stop for 4 days in a weekl, vit b is heaty. Dont take vit b if you have exam the next day because you might not sleep well.Take vitamin on the day of your exam.Because vit b is heaty, you might have muscle knots. Press all over your body to find a painful area. Press hard into the painful area for 1 minute until the muscle relaxes. A lot of time it is near the interface between bone and muscle, sometimes even on scalp. Learn Tumo meditation, you can go with weeks without eating.
Thick face black heart by remembering Liu Pei and Chao Chao.
Pretend the object is easy.
Willing to take small loses for larger gain
Reverse Breathing. Tuck in stomach when breath in. Tuck out stomach when breath out. Do this when you dont have balance.
Karate will be your guardian parent. If you have step parents and they psychologically abuse you by putting you down, karate can protect you.
Imbalance enemy with anger, frustration, fear. Maintain your own balance.
Always attack the enemy, never be defensive and focus on yourself. Always use "you" in verbal war. Self help therapy and meditation make it worst because it focus the blame on yourself.
Be half asshole. Only evil can fight evil. Watch Chronicals of Riddick movie, Satanism books, Crows Zero II movie.
You have to be half evil to fight bullies. Get satan power. You have to love and forgive yourself to fight. Get Jesus power. Satan and Jesus opposite polarity intertwined, like the helix of DNA.
Play Poker. Manipulators use bluffs because their put downs is not true. The only way to fight bluff is counter bluff. No limit Texas Holdem Poker teach you how to bluff.
Half fight friends. Fight bullies and friends in degree. But you can't always start all out war with bullies in a group .Sometimes you still need to be in cooperation with a group. So slowly invade the bully degree by degree using teasing, jokes and gentle insult. Sometimes you have to use the hard way.But know that a lot of times respect can only be gained by inviduals using fight.The process is this, fight first and only corperate and become friends.First hot war, then cold war, then friends. This is the usual process.
You watch the animals in documentaries. They bump each other to establish hierarchy, to establish respect. Only with respect you will not be invaded. Humans are the same, only more subtle, bumping each other with intelligence or courage. You need both. Practice karate to get courage. Hack Oracle or Linux to get intelligence.
Pimp method of clowning and dissing your enemies.
Never assume other people same intelligence as you. They are usually dumber.
Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Watch Navy Seals hell week, Sumo training, Swihili tribe adult initiation, Spartan children training.
If you dont have time for karate, then do heavy weight lifting. The weight must be heavy enough so that you will achieve total muscle fatigue in 5 repetition. Weight lifting is not for you to build muscle, but so that you will be fearless.
Balance the polarities: half good, half bad. Half revenge, half forgive. Half hard working, half lazy. Half goal oriented, half dont care.
Whenever someone shame, whether the shame is true or false, it is always an invasion, because reality is neutral, any form of judgement is a bluff. You fight bluff by bluffing back. You act as though what you say is right even though you know is wrong. This becomes your weapon you use consciously. You bluff as though you are the smartest and you intimate people. Remember power is from perception of people, dont have to be reality. Bluffing is a very important weapon against bad people, it makes you not trapped in the good guy victim position. Bluffing is power. Dont use it on good people though, use it on bad people. Play no limit texas holdem it helps pick up the skill of bluffing. If you look deeper, you can see that you are using semi bluff all the time.
You can even bluff yourself about reality. Think yourself as the best, as a hero out to conquer to world. Bluff yourself that your enemy is much weaker than you to attain confidence and your enemy will feel it and fear you. Actually all our perception of reality is bluff, we can never perceive reality with full accuracy, our perception is always a semi bluff.
FIGHT OBJECTS : HARD WORK
Be the best in the market. You have to be the best so that money will flow to you. And people wont bully you. This is the only way to be happy, there is no other way, even the enlightened monks hide money. You must have a complicated skill where few people can tolerate the boredom and hardwork to get the skill, few people can do it, like programming, engineering, medicine, law, accounting.
Willing to take small loses for larger gain. You have to give up laziness, playing with friends, well being in order to get complicated skills. This is temporary pain. You exchange temporary small pain with future big pain. Being a janitor is painful for eternity.
The best path is start game programming when you are 9 years old.
Then get a couple of proffesional certifications when you are 12 years old like Oracle OCA, Cisco CCNA.
Practice practice practice. Stress overload yourself to make yourself stronger. Your brain is plastic. Research shows every expert need 10,000 hours of practice. Just like writing english, at first it is very difficult, but after practice practice, you writing english like breathing.
Let the skill grow organically and slowly. It is like wine making. Don't care if you are slower than other people, that means your root is bigger takes more time to form, and your skill later will be stronger than other people.
Have passion for the skill. You have to be with the skill constantly. Let it soak into your soul.
Start game programming with C and directX at 9 years old.
Get proffesional certifications like Oracle OCP, Comptia Network+
Plan your fun time first in order to be motivated to work hard.
Break to smaller parts n do it one by one, get overview first, note down your question, find good beginner books, memorize by visualizing without reading.
Memorization is not useless, it builds neuron paths and then IQ.
Steps of studying a complicated book: a. Scan the book first. b. Know what is the goal of each chapter. c. Get understanding. Then dig into the details. d. Write what you don’t understand on a notebook. e. If you get stuck in a book, find another good book. f. Read good beginner books first that gives a intuitive understanding. g. Find the good books in Amazon reviews. It is very important you find a few good beginner book to read. h. This is the fastest way to memorize what you read. Everytime you read some small fact, look away and try to visualize back what you read. If you can visualize that means your brain already can remember it.
When reading new book, always read lightly and fast, dont read every detail, get a feel about the book first. Then do some sample questions like SelfTestSoftware to know where to read in detail. Then you do first deeper reading. Then the second even deeper reading.
Note down questions on a txt file to refer back later.
Always read good beginners book first that builds intuitive understanding. Dont read reference books first, it will kill your passion. Use google search type "best books calculus (or other subjects). Or go into amazon.com, search for 4 stars books and read the comments in amazon about the book.
Know complicated subjects are evolution of nature into the metaphysical realm. Looking at Oracle or Labview is same as looking at a forest. Reading a luminous math book that switch on the light in a dark room is the greatest joy. The patterns are beautiful. They are not dry.
Do sample exam questions because it gives you a focus on where to study.
Know how to research to solve problems. Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo. Ask questions about life in internet forums like Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the book related to your problems.Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of details about the book.Use Singapore library search engine to find the good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free copy of the book.
Hacking: Immerse your life in abstract subject.1. Then there is no boredom. Life is a adventure everyday. You go into a blissful state. You are playing with toys forever. Work is play. You dont have to fix to one subject you can be an expert in many subjects. Refer to Iron Man movie. 2. Oracle, network security, Labview, Linux, quantum theory, computational fluid mechanics, ocean wave mechanics, weather differential equations, number theory, Lisp, C++, control system, Go, chess, bridge, backgammon, western philosophy eg Roger Scruton, poetry, karate.
Work hard, play hard
A lifelong hobby like chess supports your work and prevents depression. Chess is the best game because it has the right balance of shortness and strategy. Go is too long winded. Poker, backgammon, RTS are too simple. Bridge is a bit simple. Programming no matter what is work. Practice tactics and watch opening videos of Chessbase. I recommend Colle ZukerTort and French Defense because these openings base on concepts not tactics.
Dont believe in the spiritual that doesnt work. It is like putting your head in a hole in the middle of a battlefield. I wasted 20 years on this. This includes: New age, pop psychology, religion, inner child healing, mindfulness, rebirthing, deep breathing, yoga, buddhism, christianity, god, meditation, nirvana, no ego, enlightenment, avaita, zen, visualization, relaxation, aikido, NLP, positive thinking, positive psychology, self esteem, ayn rand, forgiveness, let it go, feel your feelings, being open, being in the now, primal therapy, trauma therapy, childhood therapy, afterworld, acupuncture, EFT, rapid eye therapy, Kinesiology, self healing. 3. Don’t think that if you meditate enough, you reach nirvana and don’t need for money, status or anything. Read the hypocritical life of spiritual gurus in Stripping the Gurus book.
SELF LOVE THOUGHT AS FUEL POWER
Think empowering thoughts so your thoughts are power fuel. Your negative thoughts are the compost, dont reject negative thoughts, instead add empowering thoughts on top of them so they can burn as fuel. Humans must need fuel power thoughts to survive. Observe the depress person they die often.
One empowering thoughts is the concept of heroic journey often used by Seals and Gurillas warrior. Even though you are weaker, you can win. Even though you are weaker, you likely will fail, but you still fight heroiclly, and people will respect you. The fighter without the advantage is the true hero. Even though you lose this time you will be stronger for the next war.
It is never your fault. Your action is determinted by gene, social conditioning, and the conditions arising, you have close to zero control. It is not your fault.
All your actions have a good motivation hidden behind it. For example if you fear, it is because you want to avoid danger or you dont want to disrupt the situation. Sometimes the action is not appropriate to the situation but still your motivation behind it is always good. Then you do not judge yourself, however this does not mean you dont judge others. Use a double standard, be thick face black heart, half gangster.
To have war, paradoxically you have to love yourself completely without shame without caring anything about your mistakes and shortness. The polarity opposite of love and conflict must be simultaneously together.
Use this empowering thougths to give fuel for good feelings like confidence and thrill.
Positive and being happy concept is too abstract, what does being happy mean? Dont use positive thinking and happiness concept.
MISC
1. Vit B can usually instantly cure your fatigue, depression, anxiety. But if you eat too much, you cant sleep and you have muscle ache. So eat for 3 days, stop for 4 days or so. Before exam don’t eat for 2 days because you may have problem sleeping. At the morning of the exam, eat it for energy and aggressive brain. 2. Muscle ache in the necks and shoulders are caused by muscle knots. Press all over your neck, scalp and shoulder to find pain when press down or hard spots. After you find the painful spot, press down hard on the spot for at least half minute. The muscle in spasm can only relax with great pressure for more than half minute. The bone at scalp and shoulder blades are usually the muscle knot areas. 3. Garlic can cure cancer and bird flu and fatigue, eat a lot of it. 4. There are chi kung and meditation that can make you no need for food and drinks for months. Check out the internet for yogis who don’t have to eat. This is important during environmental disasters and war in your time. 5. If you have cancer, eat garlic and do chi kung. 6. A lot of times your mental problem is due to lack of water. Drink a cup of water. 7. Good sayings: If you dont work what would you do? The good point of technology is once you know it you will never lose it. Face fear, conquer fear, be feared. If he do it, why cant you do it?
Press hard for 1 minute into the muscle knots near shoulder, neck and head.
Tumo meditation dont have to eat for months.
Garlic can cure cancer and everything.
Sleep well can cure depression. If you dont sleep well, it is easy for you to have fear.
Heavy weight lifting and shikodachi pain bearing generate strong body and then generate strong character. Enduring pain builds brain wiring. Dont flinch practice.
Vit B. To dispel fear and give energy
Dont be afraid of death. We already die everytime we go to sleep. Death is part of god.
BOOKS
(Great books)
Mind warrior by Haha Lung
Martial Mechanics by Philip Starr
Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, 300 movie
17 lies that are holding you back and the truth will set you free by Steve Chandler
How to manipulate the manipulator by Saoud Mualla.
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer, Arthur
Any game theory book. Any strategy book.
Commanders at war in youtube.
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Top dog bottom dog by Robert Karen
How full is your bucket by Tom Rath
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
The art of strategy by Dixit
The art of the strategist by William Cohen
Jack Trout on strategy by Jack Trout
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Winning: The Psychology of competition by Walker Stuart
Play by Stuart Brown
Free play by Setphen Nachmanovitch
A General Theory of Love by Thomas Lewis
Lights out by TS Wiley
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
Top Secret: The Truth Behind Today's Pop Mysticisms by Robert M. Price
(Top intuitive books that will set you for life)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure - Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan, Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn Beighley
Metamagical Themas by Douglas Hofstadter
Schrodinger Kittens by John Gribbin
Simple Chess by Michael Stean
Hello World! Computer programming for kids by Warren Sande
Discovering chess opening by John Emms
Poems of Dennis Levertov
Introducing Foucault, Derrida, Post-modernism. Albert Camus.
(good tech books)
The poker mindset by Matthew Hilger
Heads-Up No-Limit Hold 'em by Collin Moshman
Every Hand Reviewed by Gus Hansen.
Poker videos in youtube, like High Stakes Poker
Zuke Them by David Rudel
Chessbase software The French Defense by Ari Ziegler in our portable drive
Learn the opening the easy way: Colle Zukertort by Susan Polgar
500 points in 400 days article by Michael De La Maza
Easy Oracle PL/SQL programming by John Garmany
Oracle 11g for dummies
Sams Teach yourself PLSQL in 21 days
Oracle SQL Tuning by Dan Tow
The art and science of Oracle Performance tuning
Oracle Performance Tuning for 10gR2 by Gavin JT Powell
Oracle SQL high performance tuning by Guy Harrison
Always use Selftestsoftware Study Guides to pass certification exams.
CISSP All In One Exam Guide by Shon Harris
Computer networking first step by Wendell Odom
Networking, a beginner guide by Bruce Hallberg
Linux System Administration by Vicki Stanfield singapore libraries
UNIX Systems Programming by Kay A. Robbins
C++ without fear by Brian Overland. Get it on freedrive.com user login as your mom.
Modern Operating Systems by Andrew Tanenbaum
Counter hack by Edward Skoudis
http://www.jbmelectronics.com/product/tcp.htm .Also available in our portable drive
(To get Oracle, Network+ and Labview certifications)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling "Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book". Then read reviews in Amazon.
Try to get free books by googling "(book title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely important.
(Quotes)
"By giving into the bully, billy taught Ryan that his intimidating behavior was okay. Standing up to him early, even if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than speending a whole year in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book
"When you submit to an aggressors or to an unjust and imposssible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in mistreating you. You must develop the opposite - afighting stance that comes from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from your attitude - fearless and alwyas prepared to fight. It radiates outward and can be read in your amnner without you having to speak a word. By a paradoxical alw of human nature, trying to please people less will make them ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. Theis inner strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more than usual.
– The 50th Law book.
"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are serious and humoours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical. They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other. Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous- serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious, dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent, cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardwworking, involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional,shy-bold, loving-angry,consistent-unpredictable,messy-net,optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book
"karate spirit is of great importance. No matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training, process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you will become great karateka."
-Anon
"If competence is attained, Winning will follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of winning behavior is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book
"Seek freedom and become captive of your desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad Mehanna.
"If you dont work, what will you do? If he can do it, why cant you do it?"
-Anon
"Practice, practice, practice" - A samurai
"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the battlefield" - Samurai
"10) Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold maneuvers and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_33_Strategies_of_War
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki
"No matter what, fight"
-Bubul
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