Karate, Trash talk, Work
Hard
Vit B, Backnobber,
life after death
To be happy in this world you only have to do 2
things: fight assholes and study hard.
FIGHT
BULLIES
You must fight bullies so they wont pick on you,
they only pick on easy target.
If you don’t fight you will go suicide or mass
shooting,
This is more worse than
consequence of fighting bullies.
Game theory explain bullies doesn’t get any
benefit if you fight back.
Fight even if you lose.
Make bullies dealing with you frustrating and difficult.
Be an asshole to them.
TRASH TALKING AS A MICROSM OF WAR
Bullies usually cannot hurt with fist, it is against the
law.
Instead they go underground with trash talk, using shame
to cause hurt.
Trash talking is very hard to detect and cannot be
persecuted.
You cannot fight bullies back with fist, instead you use
trash talking.
You use joking, teasing, clowning with a smile on your
face.
You must pretend your motive is benevolent, but actually
you are shaming the bully.
In trash talk, you must always speak the untrue.
Bluff the false to become real in order to shame the
bully.
Each trash talk is like a punch.
Like karate, you must be very relaxed when you punch.
To be relax, you must play when trash talk, treat it as a
game.
Trash talk is a microsm of war.
All the method of war can be used in trash talking so
study sun tzu and karate.
If you cannot avoid the bully, you must actively take the
initiative to shame the bully first.
Shaming the bully first has a element of surprise and put
the bully on the defensive.
In trash talking you must be on the offensive because it
is more comfortable than on the defensive.
Just like poker or war, you must keep on first trash
talking the bully everyday until he respects you.
You must stay engage to the enemy, talk to him, entangle
with him like Brazilian jujitsu.
Trash talking is work and sometimes uncomfortable.
But you must treat it as part of your career.
At first trash talking is hard, then it will be easy,
like karate.
Just like kyokushin karate, don’t defend against strikes.
You strike at each other, withstanding the strikes, until
the other one falls down.
Fighting with bullies has risk, you think of the worst
that would happen and accept it.
Because the pain of being bullied is more than the worst
if you fight bullies.
And the consequences of you exploding is more worse than
the worst.
You must also show to the bully you don’t care about the
consequences, that you are more macho.
Then he will respect you.
If the bully respects you, then you won a helper, that is
your goal.
Make peace with your shit, so part of you wont fight with
another part of you, creating internal war.
And you will have a shield against the trash talk of the
bully. Never let the bully see you are affected.
GAME THEORY, SUN TZU, THICK BLACK THEORY, POKER
Study game theory so you know why fighting bully works.
Study sun tzu on strategy of war which is technology for
trash talking.
Study The art of the Strategist by William Cohen.
Study thick black theory and Machiavelli to know why
heroes of the ages are half evil.
Watch Pitch Black, Crows Zero II, Black Swan movie to
know only evil cant fight evil.
Study Poker to know why use bluffing without changing
face.
Karate gives you the mind force to fight bullies.
WORK
HARD
Study hard and get a skill few people can do
like programming or law or engineering.
So you wont become a janitor, fight for scraps
of food with low class people for the rest of your life.
Money is the only way to happiness, don’t
believe religious people who tell you otherwise.
THE DIP
All field of work have a gate that can block
other people from getting the money.
To pass through the gate need lots of hard work
and frustration,
most people don’t have
discipline for it,
this gives you opportunity
because nobody competes with you.
You have to suffer a bit to pass through the
gate in order to gain big pleasure.
Read the book The Dip by Seth Godin
JUST SPEND TIME
Just spend time with a complicated subject, no
need to be smart. Then you can become a expert.
Deliberate practice. Keep on practicing the area
you are weak at.
You need 10,000 hours to be master in anything.
M knows 100,000 chess patterns, IM 10,000, layman 1000.
REWARD YOURSELF AFTER WORK
Reward yourself after work. Plan your reward
first.
This train your brain. Read the book Doing It Now.
BREAK BIG TASK INTO SMALLER PARTS
Then do the easy parts one at a time.
DO IT SLOWLY AT FIRST
This is the correct way for brain to completely
wire itself to be better than others later.
LOVE THE SUBJECT
Live with subject. Stay with the subjec. Love
the subject.
Let the subject grow into you. You become the
subject.
Split the people away from the subject so you
can maintain your love.
MISC
VITAMIN B
Vit B stabilizes your mind from fear and anger.
Good in fighting bullies.
But dont eat it everyday because it gives
shoulder pain, ulcer and insomnia.
Eat it alternately every 2 or 3 days.
BACKNOBBER
When you have back pain, use Backnobber to press
into the painful spot for 1 minute.
Muscle knots will relax under strong pressure.
LIFE AFTER DEATH
There is life after death.
It could be that our soul is quantum
entanglement.
That is why when near death experience there is
experience of self expanding to as big as universe.
And the self become a speck on a butterfly
flying through amazon.
Refer to near death experience in youtube.
You can contact evidential mediums in the USA if
love one dies.
Google up Laurie Campbell, Mollie Morning Star,
Allison Dubois. Read Soul Shift.
BRAIN FITNESS PRO
Use this software to make
you smarter than other people.
PAIN MAKE YOUR STRONGER
All power must come from pain.
Knowledge and money must bear the pain of
boredom and anxiety.
All successful people has a high tolerance of
pain.
You must suffer a bit now in order to gain big
pleasure in the future.
There is no other way.
SEALS and karate hell training help you to be
immune to pain.
After you get use to it, it is not painful
anymore, and you gain power.
Read Baki the Son of Ogre manga in youtube.
Especially on Hanayama vs Speck.
Watch initiation ceremonies of the african
tribes. Read the The Art of Manliness in internet.
NO RELIGION OR SPIRITUALITY
Spirituality has a self
destructive weakness, it cannot deal with assholes.
Dont believe in the
spiritual and religion that doesnt work:
Read the sex scandals of spiritual gurus in
Stripping the Gurus book.
Our way is Bushido, specifically karate.
TUMO MEDITATION DON’T HAVE TO EAT FOR MONTHS
STUDY
TECHNIQUE
Find good beginner books by reading the reviews
in Amazon.com.
Get an overview first. Scan the book first.
Understand the subject before going into the details.
Note down your questions to refer back later.
Read other books if you cant understand a book.
Do sample exam questions.
Do it slowly first.
VIZUALIZE FOR MEMORIZATION
To memorize something, visualize without looking
at the book.
Can visualize means already memorized.
READ GOOD BEGINNER BOOKS
Always read good beginners book first to builds
intuitive understanding.
Dont read reference books first, it will kill
your passion.
INTERNET FOR RESEARCH
Use google search type "best books
calculus”.
Internet amazon.com, search for 4 stars books
and read the amazon comments.
Know how to research to solve problems.
Use internet search engine like Google or Yahoo.
Ask questions about life in internet forums like
Oracle forum or Low Yatt forum.
Use Amazon.com search engine and type in the
book related to your problems.
Read the reviews in Amazon, it has a lot of
details about the book.
Use Singapore library search engine to find the
good book in Amazon. Reserve the book.
Search the rapidshare or bit torrent for free
copy of the book.
BOOKS
(books)
The 50th Law by Robert Greene
Thick Black Theory by Zhao An Xin
The Fighter’s Mind by Sam Sheridan
Game theory at work by James Miller
The Concise 33 Strategies of War by Robert
Greene
The art of the strategist
by William Cohen
The dip by Seth Godin
Outliers by Malcome Gladwell
Talent is Over Rated by Geoff Govin
The now habit by Neil Fiore
(movies)
Crows Zero II, Pitch Black, Black Swan, 300
(manga)
Baki the son of Ogre, Karate Shoukoushi Kohinata
Minoru, Shamo.
(Misc)
http://artofmanliness.com
Top Dog Bottom Dog by Robert Karen
Mind Warrior by Haha Lung
The Survivor personality by Al Siebert.
The art of always being right by Schopenhauer,
Arthur
How to be a pimp article. In our portable drive.
Get anyone to do anything by David Lieberman
Winning: The Psychology of
competition by Walker Stuart
Soul shift by Mark Ireland
Stripping the gurus by Geoffrey D. Falk
The Day I Died by BBC, documentary in youtube
Lights out by TS Wiley
(Top intuitive technology books)
Digital Signal Processing 101: Everything you
need to know to get started by Michael Parker
Differential Equations - by Paul Blanchard
available in Singapore library.
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text
on Vector Calculus, by H. M Schey
Who Is Fourier?: A Mathematical Adventure by Lex
Tokyo, Yo Sakakibara, and Alan Gleason
What is Quantum Mechanics? A Physics Adventure -
Second Edition by Transnational College of LEX
C Programming Language by Brian W. Kernighan,
Dennis M. Ritchie
Head first SQL by Head First SQL by Lynn
Beighley
Sophie’s World by Jostein Gaarder
(To get Oracle certification)
Get a practice exam to get an overview, like
Transcender or Selftestsoftware.
Find beginner intuitive books by googgling
"Best Oracle books" or "Best beginner PLSQL book".
Read reviews in Amazon for the books.
Try to get free books by googling "(book
title) free book"
Reading a good beginner book is extremely
important.
QUOTES
"Create a Threatening Presence: Deterrence
Strategies.[1] Make people think they will lose, bluff if needed. People want
an easy victory and will not attack if they think they will lose.
Reverse Intimidation. 1) Make bold manoeuvres
and bluff wisely, 2) be a threat, make sudden moves, imply aggression, 3) move
irrationally, create unpredictability, act crazy, 4) Feed your opponent's
paranoia by indicating capabilities that they are afraid of, 5) maintain a bad
reputation, mean, nasty and non-negotiable."
-33 Strategies of War book Wiki
"By giving into the bully, Billy taught
Ryan that his intimidating behaviour was okay. Standing up to him early, even
if it meant being beaten up, would have been better than spending a whole year
in pain. Almost all bullies pick on people who wont fight back. They use
intimidation and are rarely interested in real conflict."
– The Survivor Personality book
"When you submit to an aggressors or to an
unjust and impossible situation. You do not buy yourself any real peace. You
encourage people to go further, to take more from you, to use you for their own
purposes. They sense your lack of self respect and they feel justified in
mistreating you. You must develop the opposite – a fighting stance that comes
from deep within and cannot be shaken. You force some respect. This comes from
your attitude - fearless and always prepared to fight. It radiates outward and
can be read in you’re a manner without you having to speak a word. By a
paradoxical law of human nature, trying to please people less will make them
ore likely in the long run to respect and treat you better. The is inner
strength, however, does not come naturally. What is required is some
experience. This means that in your daily life you must assert yourself more
than usual.
– The 50th Law book.
"Survivors puzzled me at first. They are
serious and humours, hard working and lazy, self confident and self critical.
They are not one way or the other, they are both one way and the other.
Sensitive-tough, strong-gentle, cowardly-courageous, mature-playful, humorous-
serious, distant-friendly, self confident-self critical, trusting-cautious,
dependent- independent, impulsive-well organized, happy-discontent,
cooperative-rebellious, proud -humble, selfish-unselfish, lazy-hardworking,
involved-detached, logical-creative, calm-emotional, shy-bold, loving-angry,
consistent-unpredictable, messy-neat, optimistic- pessimistic"
- The Survivor Personality book
"karate spirit is of great importance. No
matter who wins or loses, dies or stays alive, - most important is training,
process, fight and the "Way" itself. When you are free from idea of
winning and losing, you are immersed in the spirit of Budo and enjoy every
moment of the Way, irrespective of winning or losing. Hear these words and you
will become great karateka."
-Anon
"If competence is attained, Winning will
follow.
There is no reason to disparage the desirability
of winning. What is necessary, however, is to recognize that although winning
is the object of the game, it is not the object of playing the game. page 39
The more the competitor enjoys and attributes
significance to the play itself, the more likely he is to win. The essence of
winning behaviour is relaxed enjoyment, playing the game. page 40
A number of balances must be struck: between
aggressiveness and passivity, between greed and complacency, between
impulsivity and intellectualization. most races, and all series demand these
balances, demand equanimity, but there are times and places for marked
variation from the happy medium. page 119"
-Winning: The Psychology Of Competition book
"Seek freedom and become captive of your
desires, seek discipline and find your liberty." - Karate Master Ahmad
Mehanna.
"If you dont work, what will you do? If he
can do it, why cant you do it?"-Anon
"Practice, practice, practice" - A
samurai
"Cry in the dojo, laugh in the
battlefield" - Samurai
Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear,
not absence of fear.- Mark Twain
"No matter what, fight"-Bubul
“In japan the important thing is to continue, no
matter how bad you are, or how bad you feel you are, you continue.
In kendo, if you get hurt, it is not so much
your body get hurt, its your ego.
If you want to overcome others, you must first
overcome yourself, your own weakness.
Kendo and zen basically have the purpose, is
that it destroys the ego. “
-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIyp93JjpmM&feature=related
“There is this feeling of exhilaration in
striving forward despite the overwhelming obstacles and pain, even definite
loss. This is the defiance God loves.” – Bubul
“Maturity is a big part of success in fighting,
because it means you understand the game - That losing is part of the game. It
doesn’t mean to let yourself get conquered, but to know that you can win again,
at the right time you can be great. The key to doing well in competition is to
accept.
Accept you can lose, you can not perform. Take
this big bag of rocks out of your backpack, take the pressure off, and you'll
do better. Once you understand that, man, you can do welll. - Ricardo Liborio.
Everyone has stuff they get nervous about, their
personal shit, and if you hang around long enough they'll volunteer.
But Phil hasn't made peace with it. When I goof
on him, he'll get mad.
In one press conference, Phil was almost in
tears, I get what Frank is about. He's not picking on Phil out of nowhere, he's
not just an asshole. Mental toughness is on the table.
Now he is not in a peaceful mind, ready to
fight. Now he is somewhere else, some other issue from when he was a kid. He's
not focused on the task or the goal.
I talk to people during fights the whole time. -
Frank Shamrock on his shit talking.
Greg is a diehard advocate of learning to
function under duress. The idea is to develop resistance to
the pain affecting your mental and physical
abilities. You do workouts to get tougher, you
have hard sparring to get tougher. So when it
happens in a fight t's not this foreign,
unfamiliar thing. -Greg Jackson
In boxing, hurt is what people do to each other,
an intimate social act, a pessimistically stripped
to the bone rendition of life as it is lived
outside the ring. - Carlo Rotella “ -From the Fighter's Mind: Inside the Mental
Game by Sam Sheridan
“1. Be willing to fail...a lot 2. Fail on a
survivable scale 3. Spot a failure and fix it early”
- Adapt: Why Success Always Starts With Failure
by Tim Harford
“1.Chunk it up 2.Chunk it down 3. Do it slowly
“- The Talent Code book
“Work like an ant, fight like a badger, no pain
no gain “-Bubul
"A man in the latter stages of ordeal
starts to realize that his manhood and deep inner satisfaction comes from
finding purpose, not pleasure. He realizes that manhood does not consist in
avoiding pain. He sees that the pleasures that he strived for no longer have
meaning. Addictions have lost their allure. He realizes there is no 'right'
woman that will make life bearable. There are only fantasies of women.
When I talked in the last chapter of the death
of the ego I was talking of the movement of the initiate into a space where he
is not in control, and his ego is frustrated. During initiation his ego needs
for pleasure and his ego needs for status and power are ignored. The
adolescent, by moving into the wilderness and away from the marketplace, assume
a very lowly position. The elder has purposely put the boy in a space where he
is ritually humiliated. He has done this to teach him humility.
In ancient initiation, a boy is purposely and
ritually humiliated. His healthy adolescent boisterousness and cockiness is
confronted. He is shown that the world does not revolve around his pleasure
needs, as in the maternal world, or his power needs as in the paternal world.
He is shown that his true power and identity resides beyond his own ego control
and needs. His natural ego development is pushed to the next level.
-http://www.christoscenter.com/archives.html
Toward Manhood
"18. All warfare is based on deception. 19.
Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must
seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far
away; when far away, we must make him believe we are near.
1 Sun Tzu said: The art of war is of vital
importance to the State. #
2 It is a matter of life and death, a road
either to safety or to ruin. Hence it is a subject of inquiry which can on no
account be neglected.
22 If your opponent is of choleric temper, seek
to irritate him. Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant.
23 If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. #
If his forces are united, separate them. #
1 Sun Tzu said: The good fighters of old first
put themselves beyond the possibility of defeat, and then waited for an
opportunity of defeating the enemy. # 2 To secure ourselves against defeat lies
in our own hands, but the opportunity of defeating the enemy is provided by the
enemy himself. #
5 In all fighting, the direct method may be used
for joining battle, but indirect methods will be needed in order to secure
victory. #
6 Indirect tactics, efficiently applied, are
inexhaustible as Heaven and Earth, unending as the flow of rivers and streams;
like the sun and moon, they end but to begin anew; like the four seasons, they
pass away to return once more. #
7 You can be sure of succeeding in your attacks
if you only attack places which are undefended. #
9 O divine art of subtlety and secrecy! Through
you we learn to be invisible, through you inaudible; #
12 If we do not wish to fight, we can prevent
the enemy from engaging us even though the lines of our encampment be merely
traced out on the ground. All we need do is to throw something odd and
unaccountable in his way. #
If the enemy's dispositions are visible, we can
make for him in one body; whereas, our own dispositions being kept secret, the
enemy will be obliged to divide his forces in order to guard against attack
from every quarter."
17 For should the enemy strengthen his van, he
will weaken his rear; should he strengthen his rear, he will weaken his van;
should he strengthen his left, he will weaken his right; should he strengthen
his right, he will weaken his left. If he sends reinforcements everywhere, he
will everywhere be weak.
30 So in war, the way is to avoid what is strong
and to strike at what is weak. #Like water, taking the line of least
resistance.
12 If we do not wish to fight, we can prevent
the enemy from engaging us even though the lines of our encampment be merely
traced out on the ground. All we need do is to throw something odd and
unaccountable in his way.
# There are five dangerous faults which may
affect a general: (1) Recklessness, which leads to destruction;(2) cowardice,
which leads to capture;(3) a hasty temper, which can be provoked by insults;(4)
a delicacy of honor which is sensitive to shame;(5) over-solicitude for his
men, which exposes him to worry and trouble.
Keep your army continually on the move, and
devise unfathomable plans. # "
-Sun Tzu
"To play a game is great .
To win a game is greater.
To love the game is the greatest." –
Unknown
“Why is it good to be half mean:
The power of the prisoners’ dilemma paradigm
extends even to evolutionary
biology. When humans play games, we usually
assume that we rationally choose whatever strategy maximizes our payoff.
Biologists sometimes apply game theory to animals and assume that the animals’
genes dictate how they play their games.17 Imagine that some creatures are
repeatedly playing the prisoners’ dilemma game in Figure 44. A creature’s genes
will tell it to play either nice or mean. The creatures receive food as their
payoff. The more food a creature has, the more offspring it produces, and the
more its genes will spread. The genes that are best for playing the game will
survive while those that receive consistently poor scores will become extinct.
Imagine that there are two colonies of creatures
separated by some considerable distance. In one colony all the creatures have
genes telling them to play nice, while in the other, the genes dictate that the
creatures be mean. The offspring in both of these colonies would always have
the same genes as their parents. The creatures in both colonies repeatedly play
the prisoners’ dilemma game in Figure 44.
The nice colony would appear to have an
advantage. Because everyone in this colony is always nice to each other,
everyone gets a payoff of 5 foods each round. In the mean colony everyone
always gets a payoff of only one food. The nice colony should expand relative
to the mean colony. The colony of the creatures with mean genes, however, has
one critical advantage over their nicer rivals. Consider what happens when the
nice colony expands to the edge of the means and competes directly against
them. The mean creatures will do very well in this game, and the nice creatures
will die. When the nice colony creatures play only against each other, they
beat the mean colony. When they play against the mean creatures, however, the
mean creatures dominate. This contest between nice and mean shows that nice
guys finish
first only when they don’t have to compete
against mean people.
Why is good to be crazy sometimes:
In the classic game of chicken, shown in Figure
24, two cars drive straight toward each other. The first driver who turns
loses. Of course,if neither car swerves then both drivers lose even more. The
best outcome for a player results when he goes straight and his opponent turns.
In this situation the winning driver will be known as macho while the other
driver will be considered wimpy. The worst outcome for either player manifests
when an accident is caused by both drivers going straight. Consequently, a
rational player will turn if he believes that his opponent is going to drive
straight.
In a chicken game, therefore, you win by
convincing your rival that you will never turn.6 Consequently, perception is
reality in the game of chicken. Chicken is not just a game about who is more
macho, but also about who more exudes an air of machismo. Each player wants the
other to believe that he is so macho that he would rather die than give in. If
you can convince your opponent that you are indeed macho, you will win the game
and thus be proven macho.
Insane players have a massive edge in the
classic chicken game, for would you ever want to prove that you are more
willing to risk death than a crazy person is? What if you suffer from the
handicap of being considered sensible, however?”
- Game Theory At Work by James Miller
“Last year, more tl1an forty-two thousand people
graduated from law school in the United States. And thirty-seven of them were
awarded Supreme Court clerkships. Those thirty-seven people are essentially
guaranteed a job for life after they finish their year with the Court. Top law
firms routinely pay a signing bonus of $200,000 or more to any clerk they are
able to hire. Clerks go on to become partners, judges, and senators. There are
two things worth noting here. The first is that Hannah Smith isn't lucky at
all. She's smart and focused and incredibly hardworking. And the second thing?
That anyone of the forty-two thousand people who graduated from law school last
year could have had Hannah's job. Except they didn't. Not because they weren't
smart enough or because they came from the wrong family. No, the reason that
most of them didn't have a chance is that somewhere along the way they quit.
They didn't quit high school or college or law school. Instead, they quit in
their quest to be the best in the world because the cost just seemed too high.
The Reason Number One Matters
People don't have a lot of time and don't want
to take a lot of risks. If you've been diagnosed with cancer of the navel,
you're not going to mess around by going to a lot of doctors. You're going to
head straight for the "top guy," the person who's ranked the best in
the world. Why screw around ifyou get only one chance?
Being at the top matters because there's room at
the top for only a few. Scarcity I makes being ot the top worth srmletbing.
There are hundreds of brands of bottled water, and they're all mostly the same.
So we don't shop around for bottled water. There is no top for bottled water.
Champagne is a different story. Dam Perignon is at or near the top, so we pay extra
for it.
Where does the scarcity Come from? It comes from
the hurdles that the markets and our society set up. It comes from the fact
that most competitors quit long before they've created something that makes it
to the op. That's the way it's supposed to be. The system depends on it.
With limited time or opportunity to experiment,
we intentionally narrow our choices to those at the top. You're not the only
person who looks for the best choice. Everyone does. As a result, the rewards
for being first are enormous. It's not a linear scale. It's not a matter of
getting a little more after giving a little more. It's a curve, and a steep
one.
The Dip is the long slog between starting and
mastery. A long slog that's actually a shortcut, because it gets you where you
want to go faster than any other path. The Dip is the combination of
bureaucracy and busywork you must deal with in order to get certified in scuba
diving. The Dip is the difference between the easy "beginner"
technique and the mare useful "ex-pert" approach in skiing or fashion
design.
If you took organic chemistry in college, you've
e),-perienced the Dip. Academia doesn't want too many unmotivated people to
attempt medical school, so they set up a screen. Organic chemistry is the
killer class, the screen that separates the doctors from the psychologists. If
you can't handle organic chemistry, well, then, you can't go to med school”
- The Dip by Seth Godin
"When I was young I had no sense of myself.
All I was, was a product of all the fear and humiliation I suffered. Fear of my
parents. The humiliation of teachers calling me “garbage can” and telling me
I’d be mowing lawns for a living. And the very real terror of my fellow
students. I was threatened and beaten up for the color of my skin and my size.
It wasn’t until my late twenties that I learned
that by working out I had given myself a great gift. I learned that nothing
good comes without work and a certain amount of pain.
The Iron had taught me how to live. Life is
capable of driving you out of your mind. The way it all comes down these days,
it’s some kind of miracle if you’re not insane. People have become separated
from their bodies. They are no longer whole.
I see them move from their offices to their cars
and on to their suburban homes. They stress out constantly, they lose sleep,
they eat badly. And they behave badly. Their egos run wild; they become
motivated by that which will eventually give them a massive stroke. They need
the Iron Mind.
Through the years, I have combined meditation,
action, and the Iron into a single strength. I believe that when the body is
strong, the mind thinks strong thoughts. Time spent away from the Iron makes my
mind degenerate. I wallow in a thick depression. My body shuts down my mind.
The Iron never lies to you. You can walk outside
and listen to all kinds of talk, get told that you’re a god or a total bastard.
The Iron will always kick you the real deal. The Iron is the great reference
point, the all-knowing perspective giver."
-Iron and the soul by Henry Rollins
I didn’t find out just because I was dumb. I
searched so hard for years, and didn’t care about anything except finding it.
Once, when I was thinking about the three kingdoms, I suddenly realized – all
the heroes in history have nothing more than Thick Face and Black Heart.
Amongst the heroes during the three kingdoms,
the first is CaoCao. His personality was all black heart. He killed Lu Boshe,
killed Kong Rong, killed Yang Xiu, Killed Dong Chengfuwan. Then he killed the
queen and the prince. He dared to do anything. He even said “I’d rather betray
everyone in the world instead of others betraying me.” His heart was so black
that nobody could ever reach it. That’s why he became a hero on top at that
time.
The second one should be Liu Bei. It was all
about thick face in his personality. He depended on
Cao Cao, depended on Lu Bu, depended on Liu
Biao, depending on Cun Qan, depended on Yuan Shao. He went to so many places,
lived in other peoples houses – and didn’t feel ashamed about it.And he liked
crying all throughout his life. In the stories of the three kingdoms it was
portrayed so vividly.He cried to everyone when he met problems he couldn’t
solve.Then, the failure became an achievement. So people said “Liu Bei cried
his kingdom up”. It’s also an ability.
Cao Cao and he were absolutely on the top of
thick and black.They were talking about heroes while boiling wine. One had the
most black heart, one had the thickest face – but they both couldn’t help it.
We can see all the people around them. They all were not thick and black
enough. That’s why Cao Cao said to Liu Bei, “There are only two heroes in the
world. Me and you.”
Xiang Yu was a hero who could lift a mountain,
and who could cover the sky. Thousands of people died when he shouted, but why
did he die in the east city and get laughed at by the world? The reason why he
failed – it’s like what Han Xin said,“Women’s kindness and men’s braveness”.It
included everything. Women are kind because they can’t take the cruel things
around. As his heart wasn’t black.Men are brave because they can’t take other
people’s insult, as his face was not thick.
In the story of the Hongmen feast, Xiang Yu and
Liu Bang were sitting together. Xiang Yu already took the sword out. What he
needed to do was just push it into Liu Bang – then he could be emperor right
away. But he hesitated and didn’t do anything and allowed Liu Bang to escape.In
the story of the failure in Gaixia, if he could go over Wujiang river, and did
things right from the beginning, he could have been the winner.But he said,
“Eight thousand people of this land went over the river to the west. Nobody
came back today but this land and the people love me and treet me so well – how
can I sit here and not feel guilt about it?” All these talks were so wrong! He
said he couldn’t lose his face. He said he was guilty for what he had done.
-Thick Black Theory
After 22 years of searching the secret in every
corner, under every leaf. I finally find it. Not from the faithful and kind,
the Brahmins. But from the people who are familiar with darkness, the
Kshatriyas:
Karate, Game Theory, Sun Tzu, Thick Black
Theory, The Dip
Today is my birth day of the dawn. -Bubul
There are two ways of fighting, one by law, and
one by force.
When princes have paid more attention to the
refinements of life than to war,they have lost their positions of power.
Any man who wishes to make a profession of
goodness in every department of conduct
msut inevitably come to ruin among so many men
who are not good. Therefore a ruler who
wishes to preserve must be able to learn to be
not good. –Machiavelli